Alpha's Silver mate_COMPLETED

Chapitre 53

Daniel's POV

She killed him. Another one of my pack members. There wasn't even an ounce of regret in her eyes. The more it goes and the more I feel like I can't have both.

I always wanted to be an alpha. It was my dream since I was a toddler. The respect, the strenght, the fact that people feel protected besides you. If you would have asked me a year ago would I give up my mate for the title, I'd say yes in the heartbeat.

Right now, there is no more important thing to me than Silver. And it pains me to no point that I can't seem to superpose both of my dreams. Of course I would always choose her over my position, but I'd hate to do so.

Why can't she just behaive? Why is she making it so hard on me? I'm doing my best to please her, damn it!

I was running through the woods in the now moonlight trying to wash away the sensation of Taylor's cracking bones from my hands. She made me kill him.

We had to kill him. He questionned our alpha's position. Ethan tried to reason me, but I didn't buy it.

I let a loud howl escape from my throat and reach the fullmoon. I picked up my pace feeling the wind strocke my fur in the delightful way.
I was thinking about Silver. How I fell in love with her at the first sight. How her simple presence was enough to put me on the cloud nine. Her beautiful long hair and doe eyes. I though she'll make me happy. I was so excited to finally find her. But instead of making me complete she started to destroy me, ever so slowly. First, by clearly choosing Riley over me. Cheating on our bond. Then making me sell my soul to her psycho brother and now killing my pack members one by one.
Silver is killing me bit by bit, not even knowing it.
Ironic right?
And there I thought I was immune to it.

Our mate is just lost.. She needs time to adapt to her new body.

What do you mean by 'new body'?

The mate bond is made so she needs a soul to be linked to you. Since purebloods don't have one she's scooping out yours.

She's taking out my soul?!

Of course. What do you think her brother did to you when making the sceal? I'm sure Silver has the same mark on her right arm that's now fading away.

You're right. I have to be more considerate with her. It's all new to her.

Just at that moment a sharp pain hit me in the chest. Ugr this girl! She's freaking doing it on purpose!

Go back to mate! She's cheating on us again.

Ethat growled loudly in my head giving me a headache on top of my heartache.
She never stops does she? And there I was making up excuses for her. That b.. Witch!
I rushed back home while I still could since I was already tripping from the growing pain. But this time the pain was a little different. The pain that can only accure when I lose a high ranked wolf from my pack.
What the...

I crushed through the door, still in my lycan form and dashed up the stairs led by the matebond. I entered my beta's room with a loud roar from pain and anger but I was too late.

I saw Silver in bed with my beta, both half naked as she drank from his neck completly ignoring my presence. I was rooted to the floor at first, but quickly snapped out of it and threw Paul's body away from on top of her.

-Are you fucking kidding me? Ethan growled at her as he gripped her neck ready to snap it. She was gripping to my wolf's hand trying to rip it away. But wolves are stronger than vampires.

-Uh... huh.. She was turning blue from the lack of oxygen. She cheated on us again! I don't even count it anymore. Ethan whined in my head. It was painful, really painful.

-You killed my best friend! You slept with him! I was yelling and crying at the same time. Your mate cheating on your is even worse than being shot in the head. I would know, been there. The pain is so great that I freaking passed out the first times she did that to me.
She was getting redder and redder and even turning purple. Freaking out I losened a bit of my grip on her neck.

-Y-You don't need him. She chocked softly, trying to smile at me. You have me. We don't need any of these mortals. We belong together. She breathed and I almost wanted to buy it. But in the flash, I remembered what she just did seeing her naked upper body.

Why would she cheat on me every fucking time!

Madness rushed over me hitting out the last piece of sanity and I snapped her beautiful neck letting her lean body crash on the floor.

In my now human form, looked down in horror on what I did. Just besides my feet was peacefully laying the dead body of my gorgeous mate.

I .. I just.. Ethan was at loss of words.

I stood staring down, just staring down at her. Waiting for the pain to errupt in my whole body from the loss of my soulmate. My body was shaking and a big lump formed in my thorat threatening to escape as a sob.
I killed Silver.
I killed my soulmate.
I was so astonished I didn't know how to react. Tears started to run down my cheeks but I was still numb, unable to proceed the full situation.
Why am I still alife though? I don't want to...

Suddenly I saw her hand move a little. I though I was loosing my mind.
I was loosing my mind, how can I keep on living without her?
Her hand moved again and my breath caught in my throat.
Her hair slowly started to turn into their royal silver color and I heard a loud groan reason in the room.
My mate slowly lifted her body on her forearms. She roughly turned her head making her neck snap back in place. The sight was quiet... disturbing.

-Damn. Being immortal doesn't take away the pain! She sighed frustrated while rubbing the nape of her neck. She stood up slowly, stretching her arms not caring about her exposed body.
Or so I thought.
Silver walked over the bed and put on her shirt, taking her hair out from the hem and then her jeans. Her locks shone under the dim light in the most pure shade of the nobel metal and she finally snapped her red globes towards me.

-You killed me. She whispered glaring at me as though the looks could kill.

-You're alife..? I chocked in disbelief. Good God, she's immortal! I thought I'll lose it! Ethan sighed in relief. It was cut short though by Silver's lethal march towards me. I'm sorry, love. I'm so sorry! But you, you're alife! I exclaimed, happy tears making their way down my cheeks but she's not fazed by that. Her eyes are cold and her expression is angry.
I know that there right now is not my mate. She's on her surviving instincts which is normal since I just killed her.

It sounds awful! Plain painful.

But she's not dead!
Stupidly happy I rush over her and crash her little frame in my arms.

-I'm so sorry, Silver! I lo.. A sudden crack cuts me in the middle of my confession. I pull away slightly facing Silver's horrifyed, now black, eyes. She was staring at me baffled at whatever this sound could have been and I was mirroring her expression. After a few confusing seconds an unbearable pain makes it's way through my whole body starting in my chest.
I shakengly lower my face only to see my mate's small hand disappear in the big red spot on my chest. A roasty metallic taste started to fill my mouth until I couldn't contain it anymore and it slid down my chin.

-I l... love.. y-you. I manage to chocke out through my own blood. With a loud gasp Silver retries her hand from my chest and I fall on my knees taking a last glance of my beautiful mate before loosing it to the darkness.