Self Destruction

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Your pov

I can hear people calling my name. How do they know me? I remember hearing someone saying the guilds name while I was being put on display. I blackout again as they bring me down.

Rouges pov

" Master Makorov what are we going to do now that everyone has seen her like this? Her sword is broken..its only a broken blade in the sheath now, is that why her power took over her body?" I have so many questions and no answers, he can't answer any of them. I'm now sitting in the infirmary holding (y/n)s hand as she sleeps,I can'timagin who would want to hurt her like this. Even in this form though she is still so beautiful, but she thinks she is a monster. " I promis I will find out who did this and they will be sorry they ever messed with you" I whisper to her, the nurses come in and ask me to leave while they clean her wounds. I wander around the guild trying to think of what I can do.

Nurses pov

" I feel so sorry you little one. They really did make you into a monster." I whisper as I finish cleaning her wounds. Suddenly I feel like I'm being held but nothing is touching me, why can't I move?! I look at the patient and her eyes are glazed over but open and I see her hand holding my shadow. Wait what!?! How is she holding my shadow?! That was my last thought before she started tearing my shadow from me. All I can do is scream.

Narrators pov

Through out the guild a bone chilling scream resonates from the infirmary. Before anyone can move to run and help the whole guild fills with shadows.The windows get blacked out, doors blocked, all light snuffed out. " where am I? Why did you capture me? just to call me a monster? Was is Fairytale that dared break my sword!?!" The halls went silent as the shadows got thicker.

Stings pov

" Sting we need your light now, drown out the shadows so I can get close to her." I can hear Rouge speaking but Im not sure where from, he must be in the shadows getting closer to her. I start to prepare my light to try and slowly get rid of the shadows. I struggle to even get a bit of light started I try and hurry I can hear Rouge talking to her already.

Rouges pov

I tell Sting we need light and then start to move closer to (y/n). It breaks my heart to hear her so upset and scared. " (y/n)? Its okay we wont hurt you. We dont know what happened to your sword it was probably the people who had captured you last night. Do you remember this?" I slowly get closer to her and stop when she speaks. " Who are you!? Why am I here?" Im confused at her question. " Its me Rouge, Sting is here too, so is Erza, Gajeel, Gray, Master Makorov, your family. We wont hurt you" Starting to understand now that they may have cast something to alter her memories I start feeling desperate.

Your pov
I don't remember them I feel like there is something blocking my mind. Something clicks when he continues talking." Your family. We wont hurt you" I recognize the names I think but I dont remember them. When he mentions family I start to lose all control.

Flash back

Enduring my punishment as a very young child for playing with the shadows. My father shows me thw meaning of family, with every strike every cruel word he reminds me this is family this is what family does. Family doesn't love you. Family destroys the weak link. Family is survival of the fittest.

"FAMILY DOESN'T LOVE YOU! FAMILY DESTROYS THE WEAK LINK! FAMILY IS SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST! I WONT BE TAKEN DOWN BY STRANGERS WHO SAY THEY ARE FAMILY!" I scream afraid of what they will do to me. Suddenly I feel a hand on my clenched fist, its not rough or cruel...its calming. " Family loves eachother. Family helps the weak link become strong. Family works as a team to figure out our problems. We are your family and even if you don't remember us we remember you. We love you." I hear the one called Rouge speak to me. I notice a light that has slowly been getting brighter and my shadows disappearing, I look around in shock. All those people who my shadows were snuffing out were standing there smiling at me.
Not understanding what was going on or why they were being so kind I release the shadow of the nurse and I panic , " I have no control over myself" I say loud enough for a few to hear and I merge into the shadows and flee to a safe spot before they can stop me.

Rouges pov

" Is everyone okay?" I ask not turning to look at them. I hear everyone quietly saying they were okay, and the the questions start. Where is she? What is she? Was that her real magic? Is she actually safe to have around? Why doesn't she remember us? " My children! Calm yourselves. (Y/n) has a very special kind of magic. All I will say is that it is very dangerous but she is no danger to us. Her magic could have killed us all but even in her rage and fear none of us are harmed. We must do everything we can to find her and help her remember." I hear the Fairytail master speaking to the guild. I start to walk out when I am stopped by Sting," where are you going?" I sigh and tell him I'm going to the Cherry tree by the river. Understanding that (y/n) may be there he lets me go alone and tells thw rest of the guild where I'm going.

Narrators pov

As Rouge heads to the Cherry tree by the river, (y/n) is already there trying unsuccessfully to control her emotions. Sitting in the tree she is terrified as she starts to see the shadows of demons coming up. She can hear footsteps coming closer and she expands her shadows to keep whoever it is away. Rouge seeing this continues forward not willing to let shadows come between him and his love. Walking straight into the sea of shadows Rouge prepares to help her fight her demons and to make her remember her family.

Rouges pov

I can feel something off about these shadows, as I get closer it's almost like I can hear voices. I reach my hand out to touch the wall of shadows and images flash before my eyes, a girl not much younger than me being held in a cell and tortured. Ripping my hand back from the shadows afraid because I realize what they are. They are shadows of memories, (y/n)s memories. I now recognize what this spell is, one of the most dangerous spells to be put under as a shadow mage. " The Maze of Shaded Memories" I whisper in fear " It can't be" I start trembling unsure if I can save her. "(Y/n)......."

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