Player Boy (Johnny Depp Love Story)

Chapter 17

Chapter 17

*A couple of hours later* Johnny walks down to the hotel bar where he sits down at a table in the corner and waits for Sara. Soon enough she comes along and sits opposite him. Johnny feels more guilty than ever now. He wants to cry and so does she. They both pull back their tears and Johnny says, “hey." “Hi Johnny." He looks into her eyes, not knowing how she can’t believe that he loves her. “Can I offer you something to drink?" Johnny offers. “Yeah sure…um a red wine please bab…," she trails off. Johnny smiles, “Sure." He gets himself a red wine too and sits back down.

"Johnny we need to talk..I’ll listen," Sara suggests. He wonders if she really wants him back but supposes not, how could she love him now? He would have to tell her! “Before we speak I need to tell you som..," he couldn’t finish. ‘Hummm?’ ‘Ummm..nothing. I’ll tell you later." Sara asks, “Johnny?" “Yes?" “No matter what happens between us I love you and I always will, I just want you to know that." Johnny holds back his tears even further, “I love you too sweetie. Can I explain to you what happened this morning?"

Sara doesn’t say anything but nods for him to continue. “Well I just wanted to know if Kennedy really loves me. I was just curious. So I told her I loved her and she didn’t reply until I opened the door!" Sara thinks and speaks, “But she does love you. Do you love her?" “I admit there is a part of me that still loves her but it can move on." Sara covers her smile by drinking a sip of her wine. Johnny smiles at her and says, “Can we be a couple again? I miss you so much and you have only been away a day! I want you back." Sara smiles more, “I’ve missed you too. To be honest Johnny I don’t think I can live without you." Johnny smiles and then says, “I don’t think I could live without you either."

Sara’s face goes more serious as she takes another sip of wine, “So what was it you wanted to tell me?" Johnny’s face turns into a frown and suddenly he finds it incredibly hard to keep his tears back. He swallows the lump on his throat and whispers, “Can I tell you upstairs?" “Sure babe." They finish their drinks and walk upto Sara’s room.

Johnny locks the door behind them and turns back around to be met by Sara’s lips against his. They deepen the kiss into a passionate French kiss. Johnny slowly pulls away and sits down on the bed. He looks upto Sara for her to follow. She sits next to him and everything runs through her head as to what he wants to tell her. “So…?" Johnny swallows the lump back down his throat again, he runs a hand through his hair and whispers, “I’m so sorry." Sara’s voice goes into a whisper now too and she is suddenly confused, “What for?" By now a Johnny can’t hold his tears back anymore and a tear falls down his cheek.

Sara wipes it away with the back of her hand and strokes his cheek. Johnny puts his hand on hers. Sara is left more confused than ever. Johnny decides there is only one way he can say this, “I slept with Kennedy earlier!"

Suddenly the whole world went quiet in Sara’s head. What? He slept with her? Why? He was devastated about our breakup earlier and a few hours later he sleeps with her? Johnny knows he’s in deep shit and feels as guilty as ever, “Please forgive me. I’m so so sorry."

A tear falls from Sara’s cheek too and she pulls her hand away from his. He lets her hand go and places it on her leg, in reassurance. Sara speaks at last, “Why? Why did you do it? You knew I loved you!" The words speed round Johnny’s head…loved?

"I don’t know. I just couldn’t stop myself. I wanted you so bad and she was there at the time. I told you there is a part of me that still loves her but…" “So you did it out of love?" He look on Sara’s face is angry, sad, confused…she doesn’t know what to do. Johnny assures her, “No not out of love..out of lust. I don’t know why I did it. I was such a big mistake. I guessed if we weren’t together anymore than I would have to make it work between me and her." “What? You surely didn’t give up on us that fast did you!" “No, no your getting the wrong end of the stick. I’m just trying to be honest." Sara thinks and knows she wants to hear him out but she definitely can’t keep it together. She bursts out crying whilst Johnny just stares at her, not really sure of what to do.

He wraps his arms around her and she returns his hug. They stay like this for a minute, Sara crying into Johnny’s shoulder. Johnny mutters, ‘I’m sorry Sara. Please I ask you to forgive me." She doesn’t know what to say or do, so she just holds him close to her. She can feel his fast heartbeat through their hug. “Can I think about it?" Johnny agrees and pulls away looking into her eyes, “I’m an idiot for doing what I did. I’m sorry, now it’s upto you to decide if your going to forgive me or not." He waits for her to say something but when she just looks at him he slowly gets up and turns to walk out of the room.

Suddenly Sara goes with what her heart is telling her and she grabs onto his hand and pleads, “Stay." Johnny simply turns around whilst she gets up and hugs him again, “Don’t go. Stay with me." Johnny returns the hug and nods.

*Minutes later* Johnny takes his shirt off and Sara puts some shorts and a top on that she bought earlier on that day. They climb into bed and Sara cuddles upto Johnny. Johnny puts his arm around her and kisses her hair. He whispers faintly, “Do you forgive me?" She doesn’t move her head from where it hides right up against his body, “We’ll see…"

(Decided that I want to have this fanfic done before I go to California (whoop whoop) and so I will probably post way more often, Rach :D