Niall One Shots

Alone and Unloved

Niall watches you as the two of you eat breakfast. Not a word exchanged, only glances. It hurt him, he wanted to reach out to you, he wanted to talk to you. He wanted to be able to share his feelings on why they way you were going about this was hurtful, that he barely ever saw you, and when was the last bloody time did you have sex?

You finished your breakfast quickly, having to head out to work. It was keeping you so busy, definitely not on purpose, everything just need you and needed your assistance. "I gotta go.." You stand up, grabbing my purse.

"Right now?" Niall frowns, he didn't even have his chance to try and talk to you.

You feel a pang of guilt but work needs you, Niall knew you love him "Baby, I have to go to work! I love you!"

Niall forces a faint smile, "Love ya too..." He sighs, feeling completely heart broken. Maybe you just didn't want to be around him anymore? Maybe you were trying to get away, bury yourself in work to save yourself.

You kiss him briefly, no real feeling, just the routine of the morning. When was the last time you and Niall shared a meaningful kiss?

Niall finishes his breakfast, alone. Like he has for the last few weeks.. It's almost been a month. It could have been more than a month. e wasn't sure. But he felt like he was loosing you... What if he had? What if he just doesn't please you like the way he use to...

He called harry, the only one he feels like he is the only one he could talk to about all of this.

"Ni!" Harry grins as he answers the phone, he loves talking to you and hanging out with you. "How goes it?"

"Really, really shitty." Niall speaks honestly and pinches the bridge of his nose between his thumb and forefinger to keep the hurt tears at bay.

"All right, ya know, your arse is lucky I am in London instead of LA right now..." He murmurs and Niall just whines a bit, "I'll be there in a few minutes. Have some tea ready for me!"

Niall does as Harry asks and makes the tea and waits for him to come over.

Did Niall not realise, you waited around for him while he was on tour? Sure you went to go visit but you were still always waiting for him. In order to make tour go by faster... You buried yourself in work and when he got home, you couldn't pull out of your commitments.

Harry lets himself in and sees a glum-looking Niall. "Nialler..." Harry holds up a bag of Nandos, "For later." He sits at the table and takes the cup of tea, "What's going on?"

"It's Y/N..." He sighs and looks at the table, tracing mindless patterns into the table. Harry stays quiet, waiting for him to speak. Niall let's out another heavy sigh, "We've been off tour fer almost two months and about two weeks after we got back, dis all started. She jus' doesn't seem to be interested in us,.. Interested in bein' together or doing anyt'ing together..." His eyes grow glassy. Niall loved you so much but you just pushed him away over and over. "Haz, we haven't had sex since the first week we got home."

Harry bites his lip, "I'm sorry about that. Want to just fuck around and play some FIFA? I can wank ya if you really need it." He tries to tease, wanting to get his best friend to smile.

Niall throws a balled up napkin at his head, "Ya fuckin' weirdo. Let's go play some FIFA." I nod a bit and sigh softly.

They played all afternoon, munching on the Nandos, and just catching up and enjoying each other's company.

You had another long day at work, client after client came in. You didn't think opening your own law firm would result in this. Well, maybe at first. But you hired on so many people and you yourself were independently wealthy. Niall did give you the start up money and you had paid him back within the first month. But the hours you were putting in were long and hard.