When the Eagle Lost it's Way

Chapter 1: Broken

Kiefer

"You disgust me"

Those words escaped my lips as she begged me to listen to her explanations.

I've had enough.

"Kief, please, believe me! We were just talking! Bakit ba ng kitid ng utak mo?!" She said.

"What the hell Mika! Now you don't know the difference of talking from kissing? That's bullsh*t"

I can't contain the anger and jelousy I am feeling right now. I am thousands of miles away from her and tired from training and then someone would send me a video of my girlfriend kissing someone!

What a great way to ease my tiredness.

She went silent.

"So now you're feeling guilty huh" I told her. I didn't bother hiding the sound of disgust from my voice.

Then I hear her sobbing.

It won't affect me,babe. Not this time, not ever.

"How am I supposed to defend myself Kief. The moment you called me, it's all settled in your mind that I cheated on you. Really Kief?"

"So finally you're admitting it"

"Siraulo ka Ravena! You're choosing that video over me? O nabrain wash ka na din ng mga kaibigan mong walang ibang ginawa kundi maliitin ako"

"Don't put the blame on my friends, Mika."

"Oh, right, I'm sorry I forgot. It's friends before girlfriend nga pala. You know how much I love you. Kahit sana yung pagmamahal ko na lang ang paniwalaan mo"

"Let's end this."

Again, she went silent. But I know she's already crying. I can hear her sob.

We were both silent for a while when she said in between sobs,

"Mahal kita,sobra.T*ng In* mo"

And then the line was cut.

I throwed my phone across the room out of frustration, confusion and anger.

I hold the pain throbbing on my chest.

I can't breathe.

-

I woke up from a very bad dream.

Shit, that's not a dream. That was a nightmare.

Separation anxiety is killing me.

I looked for phone to call my bbq. I need my sprak absorber.

I've been searching for my phone like forever. Now I'm getting pissed! I need my bbq right now.

When I finally saw my phone, the screen was broken but it's still good. I went to dial her number but I saw the record of a phone call last night I can hardly remember.