If I'm broken that's makes you perfect

Can you fix a broken soul?

*James POV*
I hope this girl is different from the rest I'm tired of all the fake ass wanna be girls using me just to make there daddy's mad that there with a bad boy.  Maybe she's the cure to fix my broken soul?Is it too much to ask to be loved by someone other than my mother?  Ever since my dad killed himself 2 years ago i lost it i wasn't the same anymore i started acting out , i started smoking  and drinking praying one of them would kill me i started having one night stands as a distraction but when i went to sleep the demons still came at me in my dreams. Is it to much to ask for I asked looking up at the sky. As I walked down the sidewalk to my house I opened the door to find my mom watching TV on our black sofa. "Hey boo how was registration ?" My mom asked me " Good I met a girl" I responded grabbing a cup of coffee. "You met a girl!!!!!" She screamed in excitement. "Thats what I said" I said taking a sip out of my coffee as I leaned on the counter. My phone started vibrating when my mom looked at me with a grin spread across her face and said "Treat her good" and waked out into her bedroom. I pulled out my phone to answer Kat. "Hey James " she said "hey Kat what's up?" I played that off cool right? "Not much hey um I know we just met and all but I was supposed to go to the movies with Marie but she got the stomach virus and well.... Um I was wondering if you wanted to come with me ?" She stuttered "Huh yeah sure at what time?" I asked her. "Like at 5:30 " she responded more confident. "Okay I've never had girls take me out " I said teasing her. "Who said it was a date ?" She said teasing back "Well honey if you want to go out well go out no need to make up excuses about your friends to call" I said laughing. "Your unbelievable bye Ambrose !" She said giggling and hung up. I walked over to my mom "hey mom me and Katherine are going to the movies if that's cool with you?" I asked knowing the answer. "Yes of course be safe okay I love you boo !" She said kissing my cheek as I quickly wiped it off, and walked out to the movies.