Nathan Sykes-Becoming a Part of my Life (Nathan Sykes fanfic)

Chapter 22-Drama

SAPPHIRES POV

The question dangled mindlessly in the air.

What was Zayn doing here?

What was Zayn doing here?

What was Zayn doing here?

What was Zayn doing here?

I leaned back out of Nathan's soft embrace, locking eyes with his curious ones.

"I told you he's my best friend," I said simply, trying not to sound too defensive.

"Yeah so what?! Does he sleep here too? You guys have sleepovers and bonding momments or what? How would you feel if I had some girl that I know you did not like, and had her in my house? How would you feel knowing that was my "bestfriend?" Huh?! That's not okay Saphire and I know you may think it doesn't bother me-but it does! You know I have beef with Zayn why would you even...." he trailed off gazing into my eyes.

"Nathan I asked you multiple times was it a problem! And NO! Because I'm used to girls drooling over you all the time so it wouldn't bother me! I feel like I have to share you anyway! So yeah I would not be pissed!" I argued.

"Your ubelievably selfish! So what your not going to do anything?!" he asked anger filling his face.

I crossed my arms over my chest.

"It's my life Nathan! Not yours! You don't even understand how stressful it is being your girlfriend and when I have one guy friend at my house-you can't even trust me! Your around a million girls all the time and you know what?! I still TRUST YOU! How does that make me selfish because sometimes I have a seperate activities that don't involve you?!" I yelled dropping my arms to my sides.

He was not understanding anything I was explaining! I do other things than just spend all my time with him! I have a seperate life besides my love life. What's wrong with him?

"I wouldn't mind if he was gay or something! But he has liked you before and I know he still does and he is obviously trying to steal you away from me! And your stupid enough to believe he just wants to be friends with you? God you are so stupid!" he yelled.

Stupid.

Stupid.

FLASHBACK

Trey pushed me roughly against a wall, slapping me as we met eyes.

"You're so stupid! Don't ever change the channel while I'm in the bathroom!!" he yelled gripping my shoulders and pushing me to the ground.

"Get off me Trey!" I screamed trying to push him away but as you know.

I was too weak.

Too stupid.

END OF FLASHBACK

Tears welled in my eyes and realization hit Nathan's face in a matter of seconds and he came closer to me but I put my hands up defensively as If I were fearing for my life.

I cowered, whispering, "Please don't touch me," I shook my head backing away.

"Sapphire, I'm sorry, I didn't mean that okay I'm sorry, Babe---" I shook my head, tears spilling from

NATHAN'S POV

Her grey eyes. I felt so guilty. How could I be so stupid calling her stupid? God-I am such an idiot.

"Babe," I reached for her but she cowered.

Now I really felt bad. She was scared of me.

"I don't want to do this anymore. Please just leave. I can't..." she trembled with her words as she turned away from me heading towards the kitchen.

I followed her but she did something that actually scared me. She pushed me when I tried to grab her waist.

"Don"t put your damn hands on me!" she yelled shoving me again, but I didn't budge. I just watched her as she began to clean up the mess I made earlier, dropping the batter on the ground when I had set her on the counter.

"Saphire LISTEN TO M---" I started but she cut me off by turning on me, her grey eyes burning wholes into me.

"Listen to you? No! I get it! Okay? You don't want Zayn near me. Got it. Well this. is. over. So you don't have to worry about his being around me or anything if you don't see me! Get the picture?! Just because I am a woman doesn't mean I'm weak! I can beat your ass! I'm tired of being stepped on and I promise you it won't happen again! I can't believe I didn't learn my lesson the first time you said something like Trey! You're just another guy that was sent to ruin me! You're just like Trey! Just leave!" she screamed at me.

"I am NOTHING like Trey! He beat you!" I countered.

"Yeah we'll your a pro at mental abuse because it sure does feel the same!" she retorted.

"I love you, Sapphire, please just calm down, I will get us a drink," I spoke going towards the fridge but she shook her head violently.

"This is over. We're always fighting. It's over. We just don't fit. You need a model, or someone whose trained to submit to you obviously," she hissed, shoving past me towards the sink to wash and dry her hands.

"I want you! Don't you get that? You're the one making this difficult when it is so easy!" I pleaded.

"I'm too screwed up and I'm only screwing you up too. I'm too messed up!" she suddenly sounded as if she were drunk.

"No don't say that," I reached for her as she dried her hands but she glared at my hands.

"Leave," she hissed, storming out of the kitchen and into...her bedroom.

What on earth should I do?

I love that girl!

I can't just walk out!

5 more chapters left guys and then it will be completed. Hope you enjoyed. :)