Life Goes On

Our hearts collide (4)

How am I sopose to do this? How am I able to face Harry and ask him to marry me? This is physically impossible.

I run a hand through my Styled hair as I drive to the park where Harry is at a photo shoot. I have it all planned out. Once he's done, Lou his stylist is suppose to lead him to the bridge that our first date was at and I would be there, roses surrounding me and candles lit. It'll be perfect.

I look down at my suit and all the nerves kick in, but I know this will be perfect. It just has to be.

Once I pull up to the park. I hurriedly get everything I need from my truck and run to the bridge. I have twenty minutes to set up, this better be good enough for my Harry.

As I lay the Rose petals down I remember our first date. He had been the one to ask me, because he was openly gay. I wasn't open about it, but I knew when I met Harry Edward Styles, I had to have him.

Flash back

Harry stood in front of me, obviously nervous. He was fidgeting with his hands and looking everywhere but at me. I smiled at the adorably flustered sixteen year old boy in front of me. I stepped out on the porch and closed the door behind me.

"Hey Haz. Whats up?" I question. He finally meets my gaze and smiles softly. I assume at the nickname I gave him a few months back.

"Hey lou, How are you? I noticed you weren't at school today."

"Im good, I had a doctors appointment and mum let me skip school today. I missed seeing you though" I reply with a wink. He blushes and pushes his soft curls out of his face.

"Oh yeah? I actually have a uh... Never mind its not important." I know where this is going.

"Tell me, Haz. Please?" I practically beg him as i stick my lip out in a pout he can't say no too.

"Oh, Uh i was just going to ask. I wanted to ask if you wanted to go on a date with me?" he finally builds up the courage to finish his sentence.

"Of course Haz"

flashback over

I finished lighting the candles around me as i hear footsteps walking through the woods.

"Lou, Where the fuck are we going?" Harry questions lou and I laugh quietly. Than it set dawn on me that I'm about to propose to my boyfriend. I start shaking nervously as i set the flowers down on the ground and stand in the middle of the candles. I quickly wipe my hands on my trousers

I see him walk through the break in the trees and all the nerves hit ten times worse. He had a blindfold over his eyes like I instructed Lou to put on him.

"Ill take it from here Lou" I smile at her as they reach me. She smiles and mouths a "go get em tiger" as she places Harrys hand into mine. He takes the blindfold off quickly when he hears my voice and i laugh at his bewildered look. Wide eyes and rosey cheeks.

"Louis" he smiles an kisses me. He pulls back a few (to short) seconds later. Harry takes in our surroundings and smiles the biggest smile on his face.

"What is all this Louis?" he questions. I smile as I see Lou take out her phone to record what is about to happen. Since Harry has his back to her he doesn't notice it.

"Haz, Harold, my love," I giggle for a minute at how dumb I sound, but sober up after I realize that this was real. "You know, we always talk about what we want in our future, what our next step is. We've been through so many ups and downs, I could go through it all and I wouldn't be done when we get to our death beds." We both giggle again "but that's not why we're here, or why I'm here that is. I'm absolutely in love with you. I'm so madly in love with you it drives me crazy sometimes. Your the one for me Harry Edward Styles, and I would really love it if you decided to become my husband."

I had tears in my eyes but I kept them on Harry. He was crying also. He had the biggest smile on his face as i continued.

"Haz, I would walk through the dessert for you. I would swim through oceans just to see you smile. I don't know if you realize how much you mean to me. I love you so much Harry, I don't know what I would do without you. I would be so lost without you.

One day were going to start a family. I want today to be the beginning of that." I got down on one knee and if possible we both started crying more.

"Will you, Harry Edward Styles Marry me?" I finally ask him. pulling out the black box with the simple ring.

"Yes, of course Yes, Yes, Yes" The only answer I would of taken. He holds his hand out and I slide the ring on before standing up and firmly placing my lips to his. Our lips form perfectly together. I slide my tongue softly across his bottom lip and he allows me to enter his mouth. I pull him closer before slowly tracing my hands all over and landing them on his neck.

I pull back slightly and open my eyes. "Harry Styles, I love you. Probably more then ever possible, But I do."

"As I do you. Now can we eat that? I didn't get the chance to eat earlier!" He laughs. I pull away from him even though I didn't want too. I take his hand and turn to call Lou over but she had already left. I made a mental note to text her later to get the video.

We sit down on the blanket and I take off  my Tux jacket. Next, I take out the Sandwiches and Chocolate covered fruit and the wine.

"Only you would bring sandwiches and wine" Harry laughs. Sneakily taking a bite of my sandwich. I playfully punch his arm and he pouts,

"Only you would love it, and me"

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