My mom called me ugly once.
I'm an only child and I'm not her favorite child.
What did I do to deserve this?
What did I do for you to call me ugly?
What did I do for you to call me fat?
What did I do for you to love my cousin more than you love me?
What did I do for you to agree with my grandma when she talks bad about me?
You're the reason why I cry myself to sleep.
You're the reason why I hate my body.
You're the reason why I'm insecure.
This is why I can't believe everything you say to me.
You're so beautiful.
You're the best thing that ever happened to me.
You're the greatest daughter.
You're not a mistake.
I love you....
"I'm not a mistake" You say,
Then why do you call me these things?
Why did dad leave?
Why did he lie to you?
Why did he start a new family?
Why couldn't he just stay with us?
We could've been the best family.
Or is that.......
He didn't want me?
Is this why you don't love me?
Is it because dad left you because of.....
Me?
Without me you could've been happy with him?
Aren't you happy with me?
Was I not worth your time?
Is that why you ignore me?
Is your phone much more important than me?
Would you be there if I got sick?
Would you care If I broke my leg?
I may not be talented.
I may not be skinny.
I may not be getting A's.
I may not be like my cousin.
But I am me.
A/N I was just sad I don't have anyone to talk to so.
