Castaway

1.

My name is Violet and I'm 17 and dying. Yes, I know, dramatic but it's very true. So bear with me as I explain this all to you.
So about two years ago I was diagnosed with lung cancer. So for the past two Damn years I have gone through hell. And it hurts like a b*tch.
I have small cell lung cancer.
Now today is just another day where I go to the doctors. I've gone to the doctors so many times in the past two years that it's like a normal routine. Today I was going for one of my monthly checkups.

As I get in the car, I pull out my headphones and turn on 5sos......
Everybody's got their demons
Even wide awake or dreaming
I'm the one who ends up leaving
Make it okay

"Did you hear me?" I hear my mom say faintly.

"Oh no, I'm sorry what did you say?" I ask.

"I asked you of you took your pills this morning."

"Yes mom I took them, I mean it's kind ahead to forget, seems how they take away my pain. And you know I only have to take about like 100." I say putting my headphones back in.

See a war I wanna fight it
See a match I wanna strike it
Every fire I've ignited
Faded to grey

But now that I'm broken
Now that you know it
Caught up in a moment
Can you see inside?

'Cause I've got a jet black heart
And there's a hurricane underneath it
Trying to keep us apart
I write with a poison pen
But these chemicals moving between us
Are the reason to start again

When I start scrolling through my Twitter I see some of Calums tweets. I love him so much, I think to myself as I see them.
Okay let me just explain my obsession with 5 seconds of summer. It's huge and I love them a lot. They are my favourite band and I want to meet them so Dåmn bad. (I mean but who doesn't?)

I turn off my phone and put it in my back pocket as we pull into the parking lot.

"Let's hope for the best sweetheart." My mom says to me as we open the doors to the building.

"Yeah you know, it's only cancer." I say laughing.

*20 minutes later in the doctors office*

"Hello Violet, it's nice to see you again." Dr. Hart says as he walks in the door.

"Yeah, at least I'm not dead." I say fake smiling.

"Violet!" My mom yells as she hits my arm.

"Joking..."

"So how's everything, is there any more or less pain." He questions

"Um well, yes there has been hella pain in my lungs because you know, I have lung cancer and that's what happens. But other than that my days have been good." I say

"Okay well you know the routine, I just have to do some tests and then you can go back home." He smiles.

"Okay."

*about 500 more hours of tests*

We pull up in my driveway and I go straight up stairs to my room and fall on my bed. Finally, God Dámn that took forever

I pull out my phone and go to text Taylor. (Fyi, Taylor is my best friend.)

To Taylor: bîťchhh come over, I'm back

From her: ill be there in like 10 minutes

Me and Taylor have been best friends for like years. We've been best friends since seventh grade. This summer we have literally almost hung out like everyday. And it's July.

"Hey! I'm here!" I hear her yell as she walks in.

"I'm upstairs!" I tell back.

"Wassup, bïtch." She says to me as she walks in.

"Your staying the night, I hope you know that."

"Already planned on it." She says jumping into my bed. "So how's the cancer, still cancer?"

"Yup I'm still dying slowly."

* in the middle of the night*

"Tay, you still awake?"

No answer. I guess not.

I'm thirsty as hell.

Walking down the stairs I start to feel a sharp pain in my lungs.

"Ugh, go away cancer."

As I continue walking down the stairs it get worse and worse until I drop onto the stairs.

"Ow! What the hell?!"

As I sit there tears start coming out of my eyes and down my cheeks. The pain keeps on getting worse and worse until I can't breathe.

"Someone help, please!" I try to scream but the pain is so strong it's so quiet that no one can hear.

I try to get up and walk back up the stairs but instead I loose my balance and fall back.......that's the last thing I remember before waking up in the hospital......