[ 365 days later ]
Dear Ethan,
it's been a year since you passed and I've finally stopped crying. I really miss you. I miss the little things that I didn't even realise mattered, like your lame gay jokes and our pointless fall outs. We all knew that emon was real however much you denied it.
Josh is tearing himself apart because what he said. The last thing he told you to do, and you done it. Nobody really wanted you to do it, Eth. You should've knew that josh was joking, and I know you didn't like those types of jokes, but none of the others would've threw you a pity party. They didn't know how you really felt, not like I did.
Your mum is in bits buddy. She can't cope on her own, she's all alone now. she feels neglected. but then again, we all do.
I hope you rest easy, you deserve to have some peace.
- simon.
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