Dear Ethan,
It's complicated, it always is. I never got to tell you I loved you, but right now, I don't think I do. It's been so long since I've saw your face, smelt your scent or wore your jacket. It's been too long since I ran my fingers through your soft ginger locks. I'm not sure if I miss them anymore.
I'm not sure you even loved me.
Because people don't hurt the ones they love.
And taking yourself as far away as you possibly could from me made me numb.
I am so scared that you took Tobi too. He was on the news today and just as I thought things were beginning to feel somewhat okay, the sudden striking pain came back.
There is nothing more I want right now then to see your face one last time, say my final goodbyes and sail my love away with you. But unfortunately, some things are quite impossible.
- Si.
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Fanfiction[ BEHZINGA ] | the ones who shine the brightest tend to burn out first.
