Salvager

Chapter 7

I went back to the bar, my clothes were messed up, my head was bleeding. And all I could think about was Sebastian and his blue eyes that made me want to melt.
  "You missed the show" Dylan called out as he saw me. My head was throbbing,
Christian looked at me instantly with sad eyes. "What happened to you?" He asked while keeping his distance.
I looked down at my shoes.  "I fell" I said, cleo's head and Alix heart flashed through my mind and I wanted to throw up, even though a part of me wanted to laugh.
   "Your head is bleeding, your lips also; Its busted" Jack said, "and your face have a lot of dirt on it what happened"
    "I fell, heels aren't very easy to walk in" I made the situation light because I didn't want them to be frantic. Christians looked at the others and they walked away.
"You're sure your alright?" He asked, I looked up at him,
"Yes" I tried to brush off the thought. Though it was very hard.
   Christian kept his distance all one the way home, he acted as if I was a plague.
    When we got to the house, I went directly to my room. Mom wasn't home nor was jack's dad.
Christian followed me up.
       I stood in my room, traumatized.
"There's something wrong with you" he said, I wish he can just let it go.
  I couldn't process any words. I shook my head. "There's nothing wrong." I said quietly.
  "Good because if there's nothing wrong, then I need to tell you something." He asked.
"What?" I asked, I wanted to know what he was talking about.
"I don't think I can be with you anymore."
I was shocked, I knew he was distant but I didn't know he wanted to end things. "What why?" I asked.
"Let me ask you a question. Would you ever lie to me?" He asked.
"No, never." I was lost.
      "Then tell me, were you with that guy Sebastian, the night of the party?" He asked.
"Yea, we talked."
"Did you fuck him?" What!
  I shook my head. "No!" I said.
"That's not what I heard. Spencer said you were there with him and y'all were kissing and he..." Christian stopped, he was furious. I've seen him angry but not this angry. "Did you have sex with him?" Christian asked.
"I did not have sex with Sebastian."
"Oh so now your on first name bases with him?" Christian crossed his arms.
    "Christian please, tonight isn't the night for any arguments." I tried to walk pass him but he grabbed my arm.
"Christian!" I hisssed, he let go of me immediately. and then he looked at the ground. He did said what my dad does when he's angry. He placed his hands on his hip. And looked at me with those soft, but intense eyes.
"Did you at least kiss him?" He asked.
   "Christian?" I said gently. I didn't want to lose him, but I knew he will let me go once he figured out what I did
"Lina." I loved when he whispered my name.
    I shook my head. "It was out of context, I didn't want to hurt you. Or anything..." What could I say that could possibly convince him.
"But you did Lina."
   "I'm sorry." I apologized, but apologizing is like putting a bandaid on the broken glass. I touched his chest.
"No, Rosalina. I knew you liked that party life, and so did I, but I thought we wouldn't do that to each other. I thought we wouldn't cheat on each other."
"I know and I'm sorry, Christian I wasn't thinking." That statement only made him furious.
"Damn right you weren't thinking!" He shouted. I ran to hug him. He then pushed me off.
"Don't." He said. He took a deep breath, tears stung his eyes. I couldn't help it, I cried. We've been together for years. I pledged my loyalty to him.
    "Please " I cried.
"We're done." He said, then left my room.

I couldn't sleep, twisting and turning. My mind was racing. i moaned,I wailed, I wept. My eyes were burning, stinging. Images of tonight played, over and over again. My breakup played over and over again. Though tonight scarred me, I saw the head, they eyes, the heart. Bodies laid on the ground motionless. Sebastian with blood on his hands, a monster. A monster is what he is. A killer, murderer, sadist.