Is This Destiny? 3

Is This Destiny? 3- Part 46

'Ethan?' I mumbled. I held his hand tightly as I cupped his cheek with my other hand, 'Ethan!' I repeated myself. As tears were streaming down my face, I placed my hand on my mouth trying to hold the tears in. He was no longer breathing nor could I hear his heart beating. He was dead. I just couldn't believe it. 'Ethan!' I screamed, 'Why did you leave me?!' My voice cracked, 'You pro.. promised Jake you'll look after me. This is so unfair! You said you'd do it for me and the baby!' I closed my eyes for a few seconds as those memories we shared together filled my mind. I can't believe I was so stupid to even believe his manipulative dad. Why did I think he was capable of killing me? He was one of the nicest guys I have ever met! I slowly got up and walked around the room trying to think carefully. What was I meant to do now? Tears were still pouring from my eyes, I could feel the warmth of my cheeks and moisture of the tears that slowly rolled down to my mouth. I wrapped my hands around my body, no longer feeling protected. I felt so alone without Ethan. He was my protector, my angel, my shield but now that he's gone I can't even imagine my life without him. I slowly rubbed my stomach and whispered, 'I'm so sorry I'm being selfish, baby.'

*Nick's P.O.V*

'DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE, ARIANA.' I shouted, 'Wait for me!'

*Ariana's P.O.V*

'I'm so sorry mummy's being selfish but I just don't see the point anymore. Baby, I hope you understand, I just love your Daddy so much.' Tears escalated my eyes even more, I sniffed, 'You'll really like him, I promise. Then we can be a whole family.' I slowly smiled as I rubbed my stomach one last time.

*Nick's P.O.V*

'Ariana, please! I'll be there in few minutes. Just hang on and don't do anything you'll regret. PLEASE!'

*Ariana's P.O.V*

I slowly walked up to Ethan falling to my knees before slowly grabbing the knife beside him. I closed my eyes for a few seconds then wiped the tears on my face. I smiled to myself, 'We'll be so much happier, baby.' I felt the knife cut through my skin as I stabbed myself close to the heart. I pulled it out and watched the blood slowly drip to the floor. I could feel my head slowly feeling dizzy.

*Nick's P.O.V*

As I parked the car outside the house, I saw Ariana on her knees through the windows. She had a knife pointing to her chest. My heart beated rapidly, 'Ariana!' I shouted.

*Ariana's P.O.V*

I stabbed myself yet again as blood dripped from my mouth. A faint smile appeared on my face as I slowly dragged my body towards Ethan. I laid right beside him as I felt my eyes closing. Rubbing my stomach, I hugged Ethan tightly. I heard the door open, 'Ariana?!' A voice shouted. I ignored it and closed my eyes before whispering, 'I'm ready.'