Just Between Us [Zarry] Mpreg (Boyxboy)

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What are you willing to do?

Oh tell me what you're willing to do.

Kiss it, Kiss it better baby.

--Rihanna; Kiss It Better

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Justice above in the picture.

Louis

When we got back to the house, things were tense. Harry went straight to his room and slammed the door and Zayn stormed to the kitchen. Niall and Liam ignored them and went to the guest room. I was left in the living room. I guess I should go talk to Zayn. I went into the kitchen and seen a stressed out Zayn sipping a beer. He sensed my presence and glanced at me and turned back to his cold beer. I quietly walked over to him and sat.

"What's wrong?" He looked at me and took a swig of his beer. The bottle was half gone. His gaze was intense as he stared at me. I squirmed under his gaze. "Nothing Lou. I just don't want to talk about it. I'm kind of stressed right now. That's all." I was going to pester him some more but Zayn is stubborn he would talk to me if he wanted to.

We sat in silence for a few minutes until he chose to start the conversation this time. "Yesterday when we were playing that game was that the truth?" I turned my attention to the marble table and tapped on it. "Was what true?" I knew what he was talking about I just didn't want to say it. He sat the now empty bottle down and I could feel his gaze back on me. "Did you really have feelings for me?"

I nodded my head and looked at him, "Yes Zayn. You couldn't have been that oblivious. But, of course you never noticed even though it was quite obvious. I started the intense flirting, the winks, gestures and all of that." He frowned and looked down. "Lou, trust me I never knew. I thought-"

"That it was harmless flirting and that I wasn't serious. It's fine though." I brushed it off. Really, it was fine. It was the past. "Lou if I would have known I would've-, I would have-"He repeated going nowhere with his words.

I chuckled sadly and shook my head. "You would have done nothing. You would've felt awkward since you didn't feel the same way about your best friend. And plus it would've been more awkward because of what we did. Honestly Zayn it's not a big deal. I know you didn't and don't feel the same way. I'm a grown man, I know how to handle when someone doesn't like me back. Besides, the feelings aren't there anymore." He looked up shocked. That figures. Going to the fridge, I grabbed a minute maid and sat down again.

"No need to look shock. I'm over you. I've been over you for about 2 months now. I figured that you wouldn't possibly leave Gemma for me. Even before and after what we did." I mumbled. My phone vibrated and I pulled it out to see that Josh texted saying that he'll be here in 10 minutes. Zayn stayed quiet for a few minutes with his eyebrows furrowed. "Louis I know we were pissed drunk that night but why didn't you tell me the next morning about your feelings? Before we did it again? I feel like a jerk because I didn't know and yet I never questioned it. I took a bit of a liking towards you at that time."

I sighed and looked at the counter, "Zayn it doesn't matter if I would've told you or not. And it damn sure wouldn't have mattered if we liked each other or not. You would've stayed with her anyways. And you did. You didn't love me. Not the way that I wanted you to. And it sucked because I gave you everything that she couldn't. You would always tell me all of these things when we were together and you made me think that we could be a thing. You made me feel something that I've never felt before Zayn. But still you didn't care because you stayed with her. And I hated myself at that period of time because I was so caught up with you and what we could be that I didn't see the truth when it played right in front of ny eyes." I felt tears falling down my face and I moved my hand to wipe it but Zayn quickly grabbed my face and turned it towards him and wiped them away.