Just Between Us [Zarry] Mpreg (Boyxboy)

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Guess who lied and decided to drop a chapter early?

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I'm looking right at you. But you're not there. I'm seeing right past you but you seem well aware. Your body is here but your mind is somewhere else. So far gone, and you think I can't tell.

Can't tell that you are disconnected. You pulled away and I miss your presence, I always said to you baby you should be here. Right here. Baby, you should be here, right here.

Don't know where you went but you're lost now. Don't know where you went but you're gone now.

- You Should Be Here; Kehlani

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| Niall |

"So why are you here?"

"We're here because our relationship is on the rocks."

"And why is that?"

"Liam doesn't trust me."

"I would if you told me things. How can I trust you when you don't?"

"Is that true Mr. Horan?"

Liam's hard, cold eyes was glaring at the side of my head and I sighed, twindling with my fingers since the counselor was staring at me too, waiting for an answer. It was my decision to come to couple's therapy because yesterday at Harry's house wasn't the first time Liam yelled and acted out of control. Our relationship is crumbling behind closed doors too. We may act happy around the others but we don't even sleep in the same house anymore.

I went back to my own and I only went to Liam's house that day he left because I left some of my cologne and outfits over there. Liam had went to Wolverhampton to clear his mind which is what he told me. He didn't go to visit his cousin, I just told Harry that so he wouldn't know the real reason. We still have sex from time to time since we are a couple and we both have feelings for each other genuinely. We just argue constantly. If its not about Harry and me it's about Hayden.

I just can't win and I would call it quits but I'm in love with Liam and I just hope that a therapist could help us renew this relationship and help things go back to the way they were before. I thank god Liam isn't the type of guy to raise his hand at me. I don't know what I would do if he did. The clock ticked on the wall and instead of paying money for an hour session, I paid for two but it didn't really hurt my pockets since I have a lot of money anyways.

I swiped my tongue over my lips, not liking the feeling of all the attention on me. "I do tell him things. Just not things from my past. At the beginning of our relationship Liam told me everything about his past. He was open with me."

The counselor opened his mouth and I continued since I already knew what he was going to ask. "I wasn't open with him at first. Sure I had feelings for Liam but I didn't know if I could trust him right away. Harry was all I knew when it came to relationships." I said, looking straight at the white painted walls because I didn't want to face anyone's eyes.

From the corner of my eye, I saw the counselor grabbed his clipboard and a pen. "And who is this Harry? I don't think you mentioned him before." He said, clicking his pen and I saw him write down Harry with a line underneath.

Before I could answer, Liam beat me to it, "His ex." He mumbled with distaste in his voice. The counselor nodded and wrote it down. "Now Liam, I saw your reaction to the mention of Harry. How is your friendship or relationship with Harry?" For the first time in this meeting, I turned my head in Liam's direction. He sat there with a look of revulsion on his face. He didn't take as long as I did to answer, "There is no friendship or relationship or anything."