Just Between Us [Zarry] Mpreg (Boyxboy)

31

REPUBLISHED CHAPTER! I been was supposed to post this but I procrastinated like hell. Not edited. COMMENT AND LIKEEEEE!

And you say I'm the devil, you know I'm not. I'm disagreeing, no I don't see the harm.

 They say, "You crazy, just leave him, he'll suffocate you". But I wanna be in your arms. 

They say, "No, don't pick up the phone let him think that nobody home". 

But I'm under your spell, 'cause when you call, my heart starts to roll, I always want more. 

It's my heaven, my hell.

We're headin' deep inside as a voice, a voice, a choir. 

But, I can't hear the voice when your heart beats next to mine. 

I can't quit you- Ariana Grande

NOT EDITED !

--

Niall (A few months later)

The necessary organ to live is what? The heart? The lungs or the brain? A few months ago I wondered how I was still alive because it felt as if my heart wasn't even there anymore. My brain was and so were my lungs but I still felt dead. 

That was until I forgave Liam.

And did he really deserve my forgiveness? No...but he earned it. 

I guess you can say he wooed me back into his humongous house. Charmed me back into his muscular arms. Hell, maybe he lied a bit and told me everything I wanted to hear to get back to how things used to be. 

Me in his king sized bed on his chest while he sleeps softly with one hand on my face from caressing it last night until he fell into a deep slumber. He's the man of my dreams. The one I want to be with forever. 

So why do I feel like I made a mistake? Like something is wrong. It's times like these where I take a deep breath and tell myself to stop having second thoughts. I love Liam and he loves me. And love is a great thing to have. Right?

Right. And even though it's not always perfect, I enjoy it when it is. "What are you thinking about?" He asked, voice smooth and delicate. It instantly put me at ease. What am I thinking about? Simple. How you managed to get me back but I feel like me taking you back was a mistake. 

That's what I'm thinking about but of course I couldn't say it to the puppy like brown eyes that were staring deep into my soul as if he didn't everything about me. He did. My insecurities, the way my mind is wired, the way I dance when I think no one is watching, the way I rapidly blink my eyes when I'm confused and lost. 

He knows me more than I know myself. Isn't that something? 

He knew just about everything. But the one thing he didn't know but wish he did is what I'm thinking at every single moment. And I loved it because it made me content in some kind of way. He was watching me intensely, waiting for an answer, hair stiffed in motion from the hairspray he been using for the past month.

Time seemed to slow down when I answered, "Everything that happened over the past few months." That was half of the truth. Not a complete lie at least.

Liam nodded, figuring to leave it alone for now and gave me a kiss on the cheek before mumbling something about a shower and breakfast before getting up to leave the bedroom to head to the bathroom. 

Soon, I heard the shower. It took a while for me to forgive Liam. I really didn't want to. He had hurt me to the core. But, I loved him and he showed me a new plate. So, I forgave him which led me to hurting the one person that has always been there for me.