Ciara's pov
I was at shakira's place all through the afternoon and I meant to come home early but the rain started and I got home very late. I entered the house and found it very quiet and dark maybe nicki has gone to bed. I tiptoe upstairs and found her sleeping peacefully while hugging my pillow and again I felt a little sorry for treating her badly I mean I love Nicki but not really as a girlfriend and at the same time I don't want her to be with someone else. So back to reality I got into the bathroom and changed into something comfortable then got into bed and snuggled up to nicki. Immediately I wrapped my hands around her waist she woke up
Nicki: who da hell is...
Ciara: hey relax baby its just me
Nicki: where were u am tired of sleeping late everyday waiting for u to come home
Ciara: u dont have to wait just go to bed besides u saw the rain and the traffic was too much
Nicki: are u kidding me...u know I can't sleep alone and don't use this rain as an excuse cause it doesn't fall everyday
Ciara: nicki lets just go to sleep i cant have this conversation right now
Nicki: u know what y dont u sleep on your own cause i cant sleep with a fucking liar
Ciara: babe c'mon am sorry
Nicki: dont fucking touch me bye
Now i have to sleep on my own damn it
Nicki's pov
I went to the guest room and cried myself to sleep I wonder when it will be my turn to be happy. I woke up the next morning with red puffy eyes and tear stained cheeks the time on the night stand read 7:05am and am supposed to be at work by 9:00am. I walked over to the masters bedroom and luckily ciara wasn't inside cause I can't face her this morning I just need to be quiet and alone so I got into the bathroom and had a quick shower then came out and dressed for work. By the time I was through it was already 9:15am well I don't care if am late I got downstairs and perceived something really nice coming from the kitchen. Damn I gotta taste that food so I moved towards but stop when I heard ciara talking on her phone.
Ciara: yes am still at home...hell no I have to go to work soon...what do u expect me to tell her...OK fine come over...yea bye
Who the hell is coming over to our house when we are supposed to be at work well I don't care
Ciara: hey baby gud morning how was your night
Nicki:.......
Ciara: umm I prepared break...
Nicki: not hungry
Ciara: oh ok so umm I won't be able to go to work today a friend is coming over to visit
Nicki:.....
Ciara: baby c'mon say something
Nicki: WHAT THE HELL DO U WANT ME TO SAY...U COME HOME LATE EVERY NIGHT AND U EXPECT ME TO BE HAPPY NOW U CANT GO TO WORK CAUSE OF A FUCKING FRIEND...
Ciara: nicki am...
Nicki: NO LET ME FINISH CAUSE I HAVE HELD ONTO THIS FOR SO LONG...I PRETEND TO BE HAPPY BUT AM NOT...EVERYBODY AROUND ME IS GETTING HAPPY WHILE I JUST HAVE TO SIT AND WATCH AND I AM SO FED UP I MEAN WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN...CIARA U ARE NO MORE THE GIRL I FEEL IN LOVE WITH IN HIGH SCHOOL AND I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THIS RELATIONSHIP.
Ciara: Nicki please am sorry i love u
Nicki: i wish i can believe u...i need to leave for work now
Ciara: Nicki....
And with that I walked away I didn't mean to scream but am tired of putting up a fake smile every time. I really love ciara but am tired of her messing with my feelings so maybe I should scare her a little by being tired of the relationship maybe she will change. I am so late for work shit!!!
