An attempt...

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5 YEARS LATER...
   Rihanna's pov

Dear diary,

I can't believe am finally through with school I can now live a free life. Well me, ciara and nicki graduated finally and we are old enough now to make our own decision. Like before am still waiting for the day my love for Nicki will be discovered but that day is far away well at least me and Nicki are friends now but I want more than that. Am suspecting ciara to be cheating again cause I know she and shakira always talk on the phone and they go out more often. I know cause shakira now lives with me. Sometimes she comes home late and I see hickeys on her neck when I ask where she went she always says she went shopping with ciara and nothing happened. Well I can't tell her my suspicions it may destroy our friendship and I don't want that to happen.

Tanx diary am happy dat u alone in this world knows how I feel...Bye

   (writing over)

I closed my diary and kept it in my safe box I checked the time and realized that I was late for work I ran into the bathroom and quickly showered then came out and put on my working uniform. immediately my phone rang and it was ciara (me, ciara and Nicki works in the apple store...not fruit)

   (phone convo)
ciara: rih get ur ass to work now
rih: am sorry am on my way
ciara: make it quick
rih: ok bye
   (phone convo over)

I got in my car and drove off to work when I got there I went to where me, Nicki and ciara normally keeps our stuffs. When I entered I was heartbroken when I saw Nicki crying and immediately I ran to her and hugged her. I stayed like that for five minutes and allowed her to cry on my shoulder then she became quiet and I pulled away

rih: wanna talk about it

Nicki: I guess so...

rih: OK take ur time

Nicki: I think ciara is cheating

rih: wat makes u think that

Nicki: she has been distant from me off lately and she comes home late and wont make luv to me

rih: maybe she has a lot on her mind

Nicki: that's no reason to forget her girlfriend

rih: yea ur right

Nicki: but I thought she loves me

rih: of course she does but...

Nicki: (cuts her short) but wat?

  I felt really bad seeing Nicki like this and at the same time I was angry at ciara. Nicki started crying again on my shoulder I was just staring at her I was so lost in her beauty and didn't realize when she lifted her head

Nicki: rih are u okay?

rih: umm...yes...sure am fine

Nicki: u suddenly got quiet...y?

rih: notin

  I stared at her again and this time she stared back. I had this sudden urge to kiss her but I had to control myself we stared at each other for some time and I didn't realize we were getting close. Our lips almost touched when suddenly she jerked away

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