Nicki's pov
I drove the car to robyn's house cause she was an emotional mess and it was really my first time to see her cry although she look cute while crying lol. So finally i got to our destination and parked the car in the garage I turned it off then turned around to look at rih who i thought was sleeping but to my surprise i saw her pulling out a cigarette
Nicki: rih what the fuck
Rih: sorry i just need this now
Nicki: no u dont now hand it over
Rih: urrrgh ok but can i ask u a question
Nicki: yea
Rih: u wanna get drunk?
Nicki: yell no...u know what lets just go inside and then u can go to sleep
Rih: nah i need a drink...see u inside
I didn't know rih was like this when ever she is going through a break up. This night is gonna be long.
I went inside and found rih already at the couch drinking wine
Rih: want some
Nicki: no
Rih: come on join me u dont expect me to drink alone
Nicki: okay fine
I picked up a glass and joined rih on the couch. We were both drinking silently but i could feel her eyes on me i knew she expected to stare back but i wasnt gonna.
Nicki: stop staring at me
Rih: then say something or i would continue
Nicki: i know what it means to feel heartbroken really i have experienced it a lot so i understand what ur going through...but i knew from the start that rita didn't deserve someone like u
Rih: yea i guess i was blinded but umm what do u mean by u have experienced it alot?
Nicki: umm u know i dated other girls before who liked me for only sex until i met ciara
Rih: oh sorry for asking i didn't know that
Nicki: no offence really
The place became quiet again that's when i noticed how close me nd rih have gotten while we were talking. I noticed she kept staring at my lips so i stood up quickly
Nicki: umm i need a glass of water ill be right back
Rih: ok
And i quickly walked off to the kitchen. After drinking the water, i leaned against the counter lost in my own thoughts oh God please nothing should happen this night i mean am still dating ciara and rih just caught her girlfriend cheating on her that means we are both confused. But i sincerely miss her lips on mine. Am just gonna be strong... I felt hands on my shoulder and jerked my head up immediately
Rih: nicki are u okay?
Nicki: umm yea sorry i got lost in my thought
Rih:(slurring) hmm tell me what u were thinking about
Nicki: rih i think ur drunk u should go to bed
Rih: am not drunk just a little tipsy but don't worry i still got my senses
Nicki: ok
Rih: so what were u thinking about
Rihanna was already close to me again and staring at my lips
Nicki: N..no..nothing
Rih: sure?
Nicki: yea
I don't know what has gotten into rihanna but right know her eyes were so fixed on me and i felt a little uncomfortable
Nicki: rih...
Rih: (whispers) yes
Nicki: pls don't... i know what your thinking but don't
Rih: i can't resist the urge
Nicki: rihanna listen to me u are....
Her lips were already on mine. God i so miss this. The way our lips moved like they were meant for each other, her hands were on my face pulling me into her but i had to back off. I slowly pushed her away and immediately regretted for kissing back. I enjoyed the kiss but i had to leave so i walked out of the kitchen quickly
Nicki: i need to go now...bye
Rih: nicki wait am sorry
As much as i wanted to i couldn't so i just called a taxi and went home.
Hi guys sorry for the late update but am so busy right now that i have no time to update this book...but ill keep trying...vote and comment pls☺❤
