Rihanna's pov
I can't believe what I just heard. Nicki has feelings for me so my prayers have been answered. I felt happy at first but when I remembered ciara and how I promised to support her relationship I felt guilty again. That night I left Nicki's bedroom without a response I slept on the couch then left very early in the morning. I got home and found ciara and shakira cuddling on the couch.
Rih: hey guys
Ciara: hey rih ur back early did u guys fight or something
Rih: nah just wanna get prepared for work
Shakira: but its just 5:30 I mean isn't it too early
Rih: well its not for me...u guys should just go back to your cuddling and let me be pls
I walked to my bedroom leaving ciara and shakira in shock. Right now I don't care what anyone thinks I just need to be alone. I took my clothes off and turned the shower on after some minutes I got in and let the water fall on my skin. I relaxed and immediately thought about all that happened with nicki. Am gonna avoid her then maybe everything will be forgotten I thought to myself. God what's happening to me I love Nicki so much that it hurts but I can't help feeling guilty. After what seemed like hours I got out of the shower with a towel wrapped around me. I checked my phone and saw 16 missed calls from Nicki mehn when she gonna stop...the time already says 7:15 I didn't know I took so much in the bathroom. After dressing up I went downstairs and saw shakira eating cereal
Rih: where's ci
Shakira: gone
Rih: OK then am off to work
Shakira: k bye stop by and get some grocery
Rih: I can't promise but I'll try if I remember
Shakira: k wateva
I got in my car and drove off to work thinking about how am gonna avoid Nicki. I got there and saw ciara's car I didnt know they were gonna be early. I turned my car off and went inside with a fake smile greeting everyone until someone shouted my name
Ciara: ROBYN!
Rih: gosh wat
Ciara: nothing just happy to see u
Rih: fuck u...we met this morning
Ciara: u were in a bad mood...and btw Nicki said I should thank u for last night
Rih: really...OK
Ciara: yea bye
And with that she ran off I went to the back to keep my handbag. I was arranging my stuffs when I felt eyes on me I turned to see the last person I wanted to see. I closed my locker and walked past her but she caught my hand and held it tight. I wriggled to let go but instead she hugged me
Rih: pls stop
Nicki: are u tryna avoid me...please don't
Rih: its the best option now pls
Nicki: no its not it won't stop my new feelings for u
I can't taking it anymore so I pushed her away but not too hard
Rih: STOP! don't u get it I don't wanna hurt ciara I promised her that am gonna support her relationship not steal her girlfriend
Nicki: I think ci is cheating on me she always goes out to visit her sis I don't even know about
Rih: well that's for u to find out
I walked out quickly before she stops me again. I went out to my section and few minutes later Nicki comes out with tears stains on her face immediately ciara goes to her and hugs her. I was staring at them feeling a little jealous until Nicki looked at me and I looked away. I hung my headphone over my head and closed my eyes thinking of Nicki until someone slap me
Rih: wtf...ouch
Nicki: sorry can I talk to u
Rih: (removes headphone) yea what
Nicki: go out with me this once and I'll leave u alone
Rih: umm let me think about it
Nicki: reply now or else I'll make a scene here
Rih: OK I will but cause I was threatened
Nicki: I'll text u the address tomorrow...u won't regret it
Rih: I hope so
Nicki: bye
Rih: bye bye
They are going out for the first time...what's gonna happen????
Next update soon
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