Long way Down {COMPLETED}

Five

A/N: I hope everyone has a great holiday but now I am back writing and can't wait for what is next! Comment and vote but also enjoy xx

"You haven't changed a thing," Ana said sitting down on my couch.

"Well I haven't really been around to do anything. Maybe that's what I can do with my 18 months," I said trying to make a joke but she didn't laugh. Am I not funny?

"How are you? Like with that?" She asked and I could see the sympathy in her eyes.

"I mean it's kind of scary but we have been working so hard it will be kind of nice to not have an agenda," I told her like I have said in a million interviews.

"It's me Harry..." She said," not News Today how are you really?"

Something about her felt so comfortable or real. Like I should be shameless to say,"I'm a little scared. I mean we are all like brothers a day isn't a day without them. So 18 months? Right now none of us think we will ever be over but what about in 10 months from now," she sat and listened to me ramble on,"what if we get comfortable with not working or seeing each other and decide the band is over?" I asked metaphorically not expecting an answer.

"Well if that should happen, God forbid, then you have millions of fans out there who won't let that happen," she said effortlessly.

Ana was right. I shouldn't think these things because it is impossible for One Direction to ever be over. 

"Can I borrow a tee shirt?" She asked moments later. "Unless I have to look my best for you," she added with a smile.

"Yeah of course," I stood to get her a shirt from my room.

Ana was already standing," I know where they are," she said leaving the room.   

I laughed a little bit and sat back down. There was a pit in my stomach and all  wanted was for her to be mine. I want to tell the world the Ana Smith is my girlfriend. I want to call her my girlfriend. It is so easy to watch her move and talk to me nonchalantly. But to comfort her when she is hurting from the pain that we have caused ourselves is hard. It could all be so simple.

"So, I think an apology is in order all your tee's are at my apartment," she said coming back into the living room, plopping down right next to me, "so this will due," she motioned to the button up she had on and she looked so beautiful.

"Yeah I have noticed.." I said as she turned on the tv. She settled on an interview.

"Oh god they aired that?"!she said noticing herself on the tv.

"Nice shirt," I laughed noticing my white tee.

We laughed and watched the interview in silence. I watched her smile and talk about music until she shifted in her seat. The interviewer started playing a clip from a month before and I told her she was the one. Quickly she turned the channel to re runs of family guy.

"Why'd you change? I like looking at myself," I said sigh a smile on my face but her expression stayed the same.

"You said I was the one for you and I freaked out and ran off the set," she said after a long pause. "It's a bit embarrassing."

"Why'd you run?"

"I always run Harry. It's what I do if you hadn't noticed by now. You know I have ruined everything..." He voice trailed off as her eyes were fixed on the tv.

"We can't be ruined. We have history," I looked down at her as she placed her head on my chest.

"We can be the greatest team that the world has ever seen," she said mocking a lyric from the bands newest album.

"You're very clever," I teased," but really. We could be if you'd just let us," I said nervously. Crossing these lines with her never goes well but there's nothing more that I want than to show the world how lucky I am to call her mine. I want to call her mine.

Her phone started ringing and she looked at the caller ID. "I have to take this," she said answering.

"Hello?" I listened in. "It's so loud," Taylor. She was on the phone with Taylor. Which I should've already known they can't go three hours without each other. But that didn't really bother me, that's how the boys and I are. "Calvin is the dj?" She exclaimed. "You kissed!" That escalated quickly.  "Dear goodness Taylor," she said cheesing. "Actually I am with him now." Followed by "so weird yeah I know," then an "okay bye."

She turned the phone on silent and placed it in her bag. When she turned back to me her face was questionable.

"You think I'm weird?" I asked not sure how to read her face right now. Although it was very cute I was a little nervous that I had never seen this expression before.

"Can I be your girlfriend? The whole nine. I want it all too," she said in one breath and my heart sunk.