Chapter 17

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Samantha's POV

We go home and watch TV. I keep feeling the ring on my finger and looking at it. It's beatuiful. Then I look at my stomach. 

For the whole month we just lay back and not do much. On April 9th I start hurting. I start screaming. Dan comes in.

"DAN GET ME TO THE DOCTORS NOW!"

Phil comes in and looks worried. We all run to get a cab and ride there. I lay in bed with Dan next to me. I squeeze his hand as hard as I can. He looks worried and he keeps telling me its ok. Im up all night screaming in pain. Dan and Phil keep coming in pacing or holding my hand. They keep giving me medicine but it doesn't help much. Finally on April 10th they say its time to push. Dan holds my hand the whole time. It takes about 30 minutes but shes out. 

Miri Ann Howell. Our little girl. I hold her and start to cry.

"Dan! We had a baby!" Everyone laughs. The nurse takes her away to clean her up. They give her back and Phil comes in. He looks at Miri and smiles.

"Looks just like you." Phil says. Miri opens her eyes a little bit.

"Hi little Miri welcome to the world!" I hand her to Dan. He looks so happy. He kisses Miri on the head then hands her back to me. I fall asleep with Miri in my arms.

Dan's POV

Samantha falls asleep with Miri in her arms. Thats so cute. I pick up Miri and go to the chair and sit down with her until the nurse comes and wakes Samantha up to teach her things. I tell Samantha i'm going home to check on Phil.

When i get home i yell for Phil. 

"Im in my room Dan!"

I walk into his room to see his eyes are puffy.

"Phil whats wrong!"

"I was really excited when i was with Samantha and she was going to have my baby then we found out your the father and I lost the baby and Samantha. You guys have been looking so happy together and i miss when it was just me and you with no girlfriend."

"Phil there is no going back now i'm almost married and I have a child. I can't just throw her out of the house."

"Yeah I know. Maybe I was just excited to be a father."

"Hey Phil you can be the 2nd father. You can help with the baby if you want to."

"I'll help. Wait maybe we are both the dad. Can that happen?"

"Haha Phil I don't really know."

"That would be cool." I said as i walked out the door. I go to the hospital and see Samantha awake and eating.

"Hey babe."

"Hey Dan."

"Phil thinks that we are both the dad."

"Haha that would be funny."

"I don't think that can happen though."

"Yeah your right."

"Are you feeling ok?"

"Yeah just a little pain thats all."

"You were screaming all night last night."

"Yeah I know. You try having a baby."

"Nah i'll pass."

Then Samantha fell asleep. I get into the bed next to her and fall asleep too.

The next day the nurse wakes us both up and says that we can take Miri home today. I don't think Samantha likes hospitals because whenever she is in one she can't wait to get out. The nurse teaches her some more then checks to see if shes ok. We go and get little Miri and walk home with Miri in my arms.

Samantha's POV

As we were walking home I kept thinking, our lifes will never be the same. Phil is depressed because he lost me and the kid. We get home and lay on the bed with Miri. Then she starts crying. Phil comes in and stares at her then looks at me.

"Samantha, feed her." Phil says.

I groan. I don't wan't to feed her. Dan holds my hand. I groan again. The baby keeps crying.

"Shutup baby! Fine i'll feed you!"

"Want me to get out?" Phil asks.

"No please no... Um?"

"Oh my god Samantha just feed the baby!" Dan says.

"Fine." I lift my shirt up.

"Eat baby! Dan it wont eat! Oh wait nevermind." Dan laughs. "This feels so strange! Oh my god!" Phil starts to laugh. Then soon i join in and all of us are laughing our heads off. "OW. Ok she can bite." Then we all start to laugh again. It's funny because none of us know what we are doing. When she's done we put her in the crib. Me and Dan snuggle up on the bed.

"Dan this is so strange." I whisper.

"I know i never though i would have a baby." 

"What about the wedding?"

"My mum said that she would plan it all out and stuff. We will do it later when we get all settled in with the baby and stuff."

"I don't think we will ever get settled in."

"I know babe but everything will turn out fine." Then the baby starts to cry. I look at Dan.

"Pwease change the baby pweaseeee?"

"Ug fine." He gets up and sets the blanket on the floor. Then lays the baby on it. He changes the diaper with a lot of "Gross" and "Eww!" but he gets it done. Then he hands Miri to me and gets the camera out.

"Hey youtube! Lets all welcome my little daughter Miri into the world!" He talks about the baby and me and about getting married. Then he goes and edits it. I'm alone with the baby so I start to sing to her.

"Hush little baby don't say a word, mamma's gonna buy you a mocking bird." Phil walks in and sees me singing to the baby. I look at Phil.

"Want to hold her?" He reaches his hands out and I hand him the baby. "Phil would you like to be the..godfather?"

"Yeah, of course." Then the first time in a while i look at my wrists and see the scars. They are starting to fade. I always try and use makeup to cover them up but that doesn't always work. Then I realise, I live with my favorite youtubers ever, I'm engaged, and I have a baby. Life is good and I realize I complain to much. So starting now i'm going to try and become a better person because my life is better then some peoples out there and i should be grateful.

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