The Noticable Pain.

The Noticeable Pain- Chapter 8

The Noticable Pain- Chapter 8

It's been two days since i had tried to committ suicide, nothing has been the same. It's so different now. Alex is around more and is always by my side, and Austin is to. I haven't been allowed to sleep because if i do, the pill residence in my stomach thats left could put me to sleep, in a coma. I wouldn't mind. Alex had made me throw away all my blades and sharp objects. It kinda upsetted me, but i have more where he doesn't know is. I still kept my little black box, i told Alex i didn't want to get rid of it and i'm surprised he let me. I am now laying in bed with Alex, slowly falling asleep watching the movie. Alex isn't really paying attention to me, so i just slipped right into a dream. I felt my eyes grow heavy and then i felt a shake.

"Leave me alone!" I growl. I get grumpy when i habent slept in 3 days. Not even a single 3 mintue nap. This is bull shit!

"No! Wake up, you're not allowe stop sleep yet." Alex stated.

"Blah blah, fuck the doctor, im going to sleep! I need it! You would be pissed of just as i am if you havent slept in 3 days Alex!" I glared at him laying back down on my bed. I moved closer to him and i felt him put his arm around me.

"Okay! Just for alittle bit. And if you don't wake up, i dont know what i would do. I dont know if i would cry, or panic..."

"Or shut up. Please" i plead as i close my eyes and pass right out. During this nap i had been in a black dream. Nothing but blackness. For some reason i just thought i actually had fallen into a coma, but i really didn't, i just didn't want to get up. I felt my bed shift in many different directions. I pealed my eyes open and i see the crew! Robert!! I rubbes my eyes and slowly sat up, or tried to. Alex had a death grip on me. So i just flicked his side and sat up as he moved his arm. I was so tired still. Wait.. Is it saturday already? Wait, of i fell asleep on thursday, that means i slept for three days straight! I must look horrid! I got up quickly and ran into the bathroom. I turned the shower on and stripped down stepping into the shower. I groaned loudly as i felt my stomach churning. no no. mot here. I stepped out of the shower leaning over the toilet letting it all come up. I havent eaten because, well i have been sleeping. I finished puking and i got back into the shower. After i finshed my long shower. i got out putting my hairnin a towel, and then wrapping my body with my towel, i walked out and i saw all the guys sitting on my bed playing with scar. I walked over to my dresser and got a pair of underwear and a bra. Both plain black color. I looked over at the guys and smiled. Wait. i have a good idea.

"Do you guys wanna go swimming?" i asked alittle to excited. I got a chours of yes's and then 3 of the boys left to go get there bathing suit on. I smiled as i realized me and Alex are alone. I have always liked him.. but its hard to forgive him what he did. I walked over and closes my door. I walked back to where alex was and i smiled. He got up and wrapped his arms around my waist. I'm still in that towel. I giggled lightly and looked at him. Remind you, im short, surprisingly. I leaned up to kiss him, i felt his grip tighten on me as our lips moved sync. It felt good to kiss someone i really like. The kiss got pretty heated and the next thing i knew, i was on the bed, witg alex hovering over me kissing down my neck. I bit my lip tightly. He slowly removed my towel. I became slightly embarassed and insecure. There i was, fully naked in front of my cousins bestfriend. He smiled at me, and started to kiss my scars on my stomach.

"You" kiss. "Are" kiss "so" kiss "Beautiful." he smiled up at me and got off. I got up and walked over to my dresser pulling my purple bikini out and i put it on. Alex had already left and i went outside my sliding doors that meet the pool. I sat on my chair and smiled. I looked at the boys, who are already in the pool. I saw alex in the corner of my eye and i started to shake my head.

"no. no." he had that evil smirk on his face. I tried to run but it was to late. He grabbed my waist and pulled me near the pool.

"FAGGOOTT!" i yelled before being thrown in. I swam towards Austin who i seen laughing. I smirked. I pulled his pants down in the pool. I swam upwards. I ran out of the pool holding Austins swimtrunks. Let me explain to you, im use to these boys, i seen them in many forms. Including naked, so im used to it. I started laughing so hard. I watched as Austins face got so red from embaraassment

"You watch. I'm coming for you."

and thats how our prank wars started.