Journals

chapter three

february 21st 2015

so today has been exactly three days of michael coming to eastglen high school. i still havent really actually said a word to him. im too nervous to.

also, its been exactly three days, and kat already knows my feelings. i knew i wouldnt be able to keep it a secret for long, because i mean i suck at secrets.

speaking of secrets, kat told me not to tell anyone but no one will actually read this right?  ok, kat has a thing with luke. yeah. luke hemmings. i mean yeah hes hot but idk. i dont see anything in him. and i dont think itll last long honestly.

but on the plus side, ive seen luke and michael talking a couple times, so maybe kat gets to luke and i hangout with them and casually we can invite michael.

but no more about kat and luke, they're not that important. this is kinda all gonna be about michael and i can already tell and im already mad at myself for it. but i cant help it. hes so gorgeous. he has these really amazing green eyes and i cant get over them. i seriously go heart eyes emoji whenever im near him and i hate it.

i just got to get through my 4 years of high school with all my best friends and not let anything get in my way.

ha. i still have 4 years.

fuck.

-lola