Keep Quiet About Us. {CAMREN}

Agreeing.

I've been home for a couple of hours now, still thinking why Lauren wants to keep us a secret. Don't get me wrong I love being with her she makes me happy, but I was the new one to like girls and I was alright with being open, practically the whole school knows she's gay. I just remembered I have to text her.

[Camila 3:07pm] Hey, you wanted me to text you?

[Lauren 3:10pm] Oh yeah, hey how comes you had to leave babe?

[Camila 3:11pm] homework I already told you

[Lauren 3:12pm] good, I thought it could be because I said we have to keep us a secret.

[Camila 3:13pm] well kinda, can I ask a question about that please?

[Lauren 3:14pm] yeah babe go on...

[Camila 3:16pm] why do you want us to be a secret?

[Lauren 3:17pm] do you want the honest truth babe?

[Camila 3:17pm] yeah that would help babe x

[Lauren 3:19pm] well basically it's mostly because, ..... No one knows that I can commit to one person like before I even knew you existed I used to hook up with a lot of people and just fuck and dump.. But your different I'm not going to dump you. I just don't want anyone knowing I'm taken.

[Camila 3:20pm] so you don't want anyone to know, so people can still flirt with you while I  still standing there in front of you.

[Lauren 3:21pm] we won't be seeing each other that much at school because everyone will get suspicious about us, but you can always come round mine and I can always come yours baby x

[Camila 3:22pm] to be honest, I'll have to think about it. x

[Lauren 3:23pm] alright babe, I love youuuu x

Oh my god she said she loves me what should I say back I can't just blank her, she better mean this because if she don't and I say it back I'm actually going to cry.

[Camila 3:25pm] I'll be able to tell you what I want in a hour or two. Btw love you, too x

[Lauren 3:26pm] alright, I'll respect you either one you pick oh and I'll love you whatever what babe x

[Camila 3:27pm] alright thank babe bye I have to go and again I love you too x

*No Reply*

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An hour and a half has past and I still don't know what to do about this whole 'secret lovers' thing with Lauren. I seriously do think I love her just a little bit, I could see us lasting. Maybe I could do this.

Three hours past, and I'm still sitting here debating if I should answer this or not.Then I got a text.

[Lauren 6:30pm] baby I miss you, have you got a answer for me yet?

Oh my god she is so cute. I think I might as well agree to this.

[Camila 6:31pm] I miss you too and yes I have an answer; I'll do this 'secret lovers' babe x

[Lauren 6:32pm] I can't stop smiling, omg babe ily and secret lovers? Really? That's so cute. Can I make love to you tonight? x

Have I just made the right decision?

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AN
Sorry this took so long
Christmas took over my life.
Stay Beautiful
Stay Strong
Love you all.