Keep Quiet About Us. {CAMREN}

My First Kiss.

Tuesday

I'm up at a reasonable time today surprisingly  because all night I was tossing and turning thinking about Lauren and to be honest my sexuality. Was I bisexual,  was I lesbian. I'm not as nervous as yesterday, yes I still want to talk to Lauren about the whole keeping our conversation a secret thing, but I was positive that today would be a good day.

The whole way walking  school with Dinah and Normani was so long and boring, Dinah obviously told Normani about me having Lauren's phone number, so all they wanted to know was what our conversation was about and if we go out now. Which is a bit much since I've only known Lauren for under 24 hours. Don't get me wrong, Lauren has a cute personality and she's gorgeous but I don't know about my sexuality yet and also my feelings towards her.

"Me and Normani were up all night on the phone and we were talking about your relationship with Miss Jauregui" Dinah said in between laughs. "Who's Miss Jauregui?" I asked innocently, "oh my god! It's Lauren, Jauregui is her last name, get with it Mila!" Normani shouted. "Oh shame, anyways what were you two saying?" I asked weary of what they were about to say, "WE GAVE YOU A SHIP NAME!" They both shouted in sync. "Oh my, seriously girls?" I could barely say from laughing so hard, "what is is then?" I just about said, "CAMREN!" Dinah and Normani  screamed. I shook my head is disappointment.

When we finally made it to school, Dinah and Normani left me because they saw Lauren walking towards us, my heart skipped a beat she was looking absolutely gorgeous today it was unbelievable. 'Is it weird to have this feeling for a girl when I'm straight?' I though to myself. "Camila!" I heard Lauren shout, and that bought me back into reality. "Oh.... H... Hi.. Lauren?" I said so confused. Why did she want to keep our conversation secret but she was happy to talk to me in public? It was just me and Lauren standing there by ourselves, then I feel Lauren lean in to my ear and she whispered "you're gorgeous." I got a weird feeling go through my entire body, hearing her raspy voice so close and her hot breath breathing on my neck. "Did you tell anyone about our conversation, last night?" Lauren questioned Me. Why would she think I would betray her like that? "No, you told me not to Lauren remember?" I practically shouted. "I know but I didn't know if you would, no need to shout baa...." Lauren quickly was quite when someone walked passed. "Umm... I'm going to go Lauren, see you around." I said disappointed in what just happened, Lauren didn't even reply.

I was walking away, until I feel a soft hand on my wrist. I turn around in shock to see it wasn't Lauren, it was a blue eyed beauty, I looked around to see Lauren, when I realised she was all the way down the hall with Ally.

"You dropped your pen." The blue princess said to me, "um... That's not my pen." I replied. "I know it's not, I saw you from the other end of the hall and you caught my eye, with your gorgeousness." She replied shyly, "umm thank you I guess, what's your name?" I questioned. "My name is Bea, Bea Miller, and yours?" Bea  questioned back, "my name is Camila, Camila Cabello" I answered shyly. "Can I have your number?"  Bea's head shot straight up when she asked that question, I was lost in her eyes and I handed her my phone, she added me and texted me even though she was right in front of me.
[Baby 9:45am] hey gorgeous.
[Camila 9:46am] hey, really you changed your name to baby on my phone?
[Baby 9:46] yes, you can't change it if you want:(
[Camila 9:47am] no I'll keep it like that, it might happen one day 'baby' ;)
[Baby 9:47am] your so cute babe, now look up!
After I saw that text I  didn't even hesitate, I  looked up and meet Bea's blue eyes, Bea leant in and kissed me on the cheek, then walked away while winking. I  was so Focused on Bea until I  felt a buzz in my  hand, and that bought me back to reality. It was a text from Bea already.
[Baby 9:51am] hope to see you around babe.

Dinah and Normani were running towards me , and when they got to me, they looked down to my phone and saw the name
Baby and started laughing. "Is that, that girl you was just with?" Normani questioned me. "Yes, have I problem?" I snapped back not realising how rude I sounded. "Damn calm down girl!" Dinah shot back. "By the way, Lauren was watching you the whole time when you were talking to 'baby' and she looked so jealous.... Especially when 'baby' kissed you on the cheek..." Dinah said practically scream laughing. "To be honest, I don't care about Lauren, she's so confusing!!!" I  moaned.

For the rest of the day I would get these random texts from Bea (Baby) and they were so cute, I was in the middle of chemistry and Bea sent a message that was so cute I was blushing so much that the teacher asked if I wanted to stand out side to get some air, it was so embarrassing.

"Bea! Or should I say Baby!!" I shouted across the hall, Bea turned around and started laughing and running towards me. Then we basically hugged for about 2 minutes even though we saw each other this morning and it's only 1pm. Me and Bea walked to the lunch hall and the whole way there Bea would compliment me on my looks and my personality, everything about me, then I told her about my chemistry drama. All she done was laugh. She would make me smile all the time. This is definitely making me think about my sexuality, no boy has ever made me feel like how I feel with Bea not even Austin, Shawn not even Lauren if I'm being completely honest.

It's now the end of the day and I was still getting cute texts from Bea. Dinah and Normani had plans so I had to walk home by myself... Until Bea offered to walk me home, only if I invite her in when we get to my house. I obviously said yes.

"What's your sexuality?" Bea questioned, "to be completely honest I don't know, I could just say in bicurious right?" I answered innocently and Bea started laughing. "I could change you to completely bisexual if you would like that?" Bea said. "Are you asking me out Miller?" I asked joking around, " I think I am, Cabello. To be honest with you, no girl has ever made me feel the way you make me feel when I see your beautiful smile and hear your voice, I'm falling  for you Camila!" Bea basically shouting outside my  house. "So will you go out with me?" Bea asked. I don't know what to say, I'm speechless. I think I'm falling for her aswell should I just say yes and see where it leads us two? "Yes Baby, I would love to." I replied. Bea was so happy and she kissed me, that was it my first kiss was with a girl, then Bea practically ran home.

It was 10pm since I got home, I've been texting Bea. We changed our relationship status to in a relationship. As soon as we done that, Dinah and Lauren, popped up to me. Wait what Lauren popped up?!??
[Lauren 7:59pm] who are you in a relationship with?
[Lauren 8:05pm] omg I've lost you! What have I done.
[Lauren 8:11pm] please Camila I'm sorry, are you with that Bea girl?
[Lauren 8:12pm] sorry that was rude. I'm sorry.
[Lauren 9:57pm] I'm sorry baby.
Lauren's texts were so sad, but I didn't know what to say so I just left them and I also left Dinah's cause I knew it would be her asking about the in a relationship thing. And I was already so tired. Then I get two new texts....
[Lauren 10:13pm] goodnight gorgeous girl x
[Baby 10:14pm] goodnight sweet dreams x
Wait Lauren said goodnight before my own girlfriend did!?! She's so cute!

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Hope you like it!
I  writing chapter 4 right now!
Stay beautiful
And for you people out there...
STAY STRONG