Lost.

Chapter 3

He was leaning in so close to kiss when all of a sudden BUZZ!!! I checked my phone and saw a new message from my mom. What a buzzkill!! I opened the message.

Mom: Where the hell are you!!

Me: Mom calm down im at Jorges i'll get there when I get there calm down.

That was the end of the conversation then I looked back at Jorge who was just staring at me with that perfect smile that I love so much. "What?" i said smiling. "Nothing your just cute" I blushed. "Well I have to get going bye bestfriend" I hugged him and he didnt seem to let go. "Bestfriend I really have to go" he put a sad face on. "I'll text you later and maye we can go to the movies tomorrow or something alright?" he smiled and agreed.

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I got out of my car and walked along the passage way that lead to my front door. I opened the door and went inside. I went straight to my room and closed the door. 'What should I do' I thought to myself. I mean I'm madly in love with my bestfriend but come on he's Jorge and im Vanessa. All the girls want him, he can have any girl he wants so I must be a fool to think he would go out with a girl like me. I looked in the mirror and just kept repeating to myself 'Your ugly,your fat,your worthless' over and over again until a tear slipped out. I look awful I need a long shower. I walked to my bathroom and turned on the water. I removed my clothes and stepped into my long shower.

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I got out to what seemed like a 2 hour shower and changed into my pajamas. Can't wait for tomorrow to hang out with him again. All I could think about that night was Jorge. UGHH why did he have to be so damn perfect?!? "Jorge" was the last thing i said before falling into a long heavy sleep.

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"Rise and shine sweetheart!" I heard my mother say. I laid up in bed and rubbed my eyes. Today was .the day I get to hang out with him! Butterflies were sworming through my stomach. I got up and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth. 'Today is the day' I kept repeating to myself .

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Authors Note:

Well I haven't updated in forever but now I'm gonna update as soon as I can I promise love ya!