Coming out

Chapter 2

Ian's POV

I followed him outside "are you okay?" I asked, "it's fine, just it's really hard you wouldn't get it." He replied, "you would be surprised." I muttered under my breath.

~ Time skip 2 hours~

Anthony's POV

"So do you want to film a lunchtime w/ smosh?" Ian asked me, he knew eating and filming us eating was always fun for me. "Yeah I need to get my mind off some things that might help." I replied hoping he would just pass that comment as something normal, I might say on any day... But it wasn't.

Ian's POV

What the fuck did get my mind off somethings mean? Why the fuck was he being so strange the last week? "Okay, let's go." I told him maybe I should just let it go, yeah just let it go.

~ Time skip after getting food now finding Twitter questions~

Anthony's POV

"Finding Twitter questions! Finding Twitter questions! Finding Twitter questions! Finding Twitter questions!' I sang with an emphasis on finding. "Okay! @myc8ringggbiznis asks is ianthony real?" I stare at Ian I have no idea what to say I know we're not together or anything but whenever I'm around him I just feel... Good.

Ian's POV

"Nope" I say quickly. "Okay then next question! @soooogerdniclodenfans asks... Kiss Ian." Anthony whispers the last part. "Okay but only because of you fucked up fans" I say. I lean in slightly, Anthony leans in the other half we meet in the middle of the table his soft lips crash against mine. I feel sparks... I think he does too. His eyes widen for a second and then close, he kisses me back passionately. I slowly back out, I see him blushing then I notice I am too. "W-we're cutting that out right?" He asks me his cheeks still bright pink "Y-yeah whatever you want..." I stare into his chocolate eyes again, falling in even deeper love to my best friend.

Anthony's POV

I look into those beautiful eyes blue as the sky, someday I want to be with him... SNAP OUT OF IT! I tell myself I know I'm not gay I know it I dated a girl, but that doesn't mean I'm not.