One to the other ~ Scomiche Fanfiction

Chapter 32 ~ The Bus

Mitch's POV
After making out for a little longer, I finally break away for air. I sit up and Scott does too. I just nod and we start getting our shoes on and our suitcases in hand. I make sure Wyatt has his food and water and I say goodbye. We both leave the apartment, Scott locking the door. As we get into the car, I turn on the radio. And one of my favorite songs come on. But I don't sing. I might've gotten energy back, but not in my voice. I just hope I can make it through the tour. (A/N yes, I've decided that it's a tour now) Scott leans over and kisses me. Pretty soon we were on our way.
25 minutes later
We finally arrived at the tour bus. Scott parks his car, we grab our things, and we both walk over. I start to see Esther, Avi, Kevin, and Kirstie. I walk a little slower as we approach them, feeling useless. As we got to the bus, Kirstie hugs me. Scott walks over to the rest of them. She breaks away and asks, "How are you doing Hun?" I shrug my shoulders. She nods sadly. She then walks away with her suitcase and Scott comes back to me. "Wanna go get settled?" He asks, putting his arm around my waist. I nod. We both walk on with the others following. I choose the bottom bunk while Scott takes the one above me. It was now 2:10pm and I am already exhausted. And feeling an urge. I sneak one of the blades from my bag and walk to the bathroom. As I lock the door, I turn to the mirror. You want to know what I see? I see an ugly, disgusting, fat, and useless person living a life that they don't deserve. I wanted to kill myself so bad, but what about Scott? It would kill him too. So, I have to stay strong. But not strong enough to stop hurting myself. I sit on the toilet seat lid and slightly pull down my pants to reveal untouched skin. As I add a couple more slashes to each leg, I start quietly crying. Then I start quietly singing "run to you." (A/N Run to you is one of their songs, CHECK IT OUT) Once I finish and clean up, I look back to the mirror. I sing the last words and I look into my eyes. All I saw was sadness, and I felt the cold. I sigh and open the door to see Avi standing there. "Hey Mitch," he says. I wave. "Look, I know that things are tough right now," he starts,"but please know that we are here for you." He smiles. I hug him and start to walk back to the bunk beds. As I do so, Avi adds,"don't forget about that beautiful voice." I turn around and he already walked into the bathroom. I continue walking to the beds, realizing something. I see Scott still sitting on his bed. I sit next to him and say,"I don't want to die anymore. I don't want to hurt myself. I really need you to help me, before my mind takes over again." His eyes widen that I started talking. He hugs me tightly and responds,"no problem Mitchie." I smile and hug him even tighter.
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I'm sorry this chapter was so short, it's kind of like a filler. And I know it's not really going anywhere so I'm going to make a decision to end it soon after the "tour." Stay fcute!!!! <3