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Chapter 15

As his lips crashed into mine, electricity ran through my body. His lips are really soft and he is not pressuring me to kiss, actually he is caressing my lips with his lips. His hands are now cupping my cheeks and his tongue is licking my lower lip. It is really amazing feeling which I am experiencing. Never felt the way he is making me feel.

The flavor of lime, cola, salt, sugar, chocolate and a little hint of mint blends impeccably with Felix's saliva. The kiss was unexplainable I don't know what I am feeling at this moment, all I know that his hands are cupping my cheeks and my hands are on his chest. I wanted to push him back with great shear but my hands and legs are limp. Thanks to the hands of MR. OUT OF THE BLUE KISSER I am still standing.

"Are you trying to get laid with some drunken ass?" screamed Felix's voice in my head. With a modicum of strength left I pushed him back. Now the kiss that "he" did was embarrassing and a slight out of jealousy... No Not jealousy it was to... umm to... I am out of words...

We both were panting, breathing heavily and were staring deep in each other's eyes. Those greens eyes were not ashamed neither they were embarrassed; rather they hold the glitter of victory and satisfaction.

Before I could pour my exasperation to drop that smirk, Felix turned and walked away.

What wait no... let me ... wait Felix Jones you have to stop, how dare you kiss me like that, how dare you endeavor my first kiss, you blood sucking asshole with no dignity. There are more words running in my mind to scream, blare, screech my voice and make his ear's bleed. Fucking asshole. But I couldn't, I am not able to move from my place. It's like I am frozen here.

Within a minute Felix disappeared into the mist, and tears welled up in my eyes. All I can think at this moment is the way his lips felt on mine. No wait, I don't even like him we were on just some kind of truce so we won't exacerbate our surrounding. Tears started rolling out of my eyes, one after another and I wasn't able to control them. My legs are flabby so I knelt on the ground. I wanna run to my room cuddle inside my blanket and want to disappear from this whole world forever. Thank the heavens no one was here to capture our quarrel, our kiss and my wobble state. I know we are on terms of amnesty but that does mean or hell this doesn't give any kind of connote that he can kiss me. I am so furious at this freaking moment that I can kill... arghhh... can kill somebody.

"Elaine" said someone from behind the bushes.

Please don't be Scarlet or anyone that will live telecast my crumbling state on BBC. Please be Zoey I wanna go to my room please be Zoey. But my mum prayers goes unanswered and I looked up and saw Colette walking towards me. For a moment I thought she is gonna burst out laughing but her eyes looked concerned. I think she's being pleasant since I called up her biggie Luciano.

"Are you ok?" asked Colette

Am I? What should I say? I know I am not ok.. I wanna scream, cry, assassinate someone, sprint, execrate, loathe. I wanna kiss him again. Do I? Ugh feeling sick... need to vomit hate these kind of feelings.