(Authors note: please don't blame yourself. it happens)
I am lost in my thoughts, again, trying to overcome the emptiness that you so mercilessly laid upon my chest. I can't breathe in and I gasp and I scream for you to stop, and maybe I should just let go but I can't.
What you did to me should be unforgiveable yet I have forgiven you. But I can't forget what it felt like to be completely alone. I had no one. Not one person. You were my last hope and threw everything we had away. And I'm tired of pretending that nothing is wrong, when nothing is right.
I don't know who you are anymore.
The problem is, I still feel completely alone. I'm in this by myself.
We can't have what we had ever again. It's over. We have to start over. We have to act like nothing happened or we will be stuck in that moment.
When I see you I lose my mind.
And I'm tired of losing things.
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Journal Entries from a Sick Mind
ПоэзияJust my thoughts . (I will fix the cover later, not worried about it at the moment) x
