A Baby

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Chapter 26
( 2 weeks later )
Rachels pov :
"Well there it is your baby." The doctor told Finn and I. "Wow its amazing." Finn said. "Is it a boy or girl? " I asked him. "Its a little early to tell why don't we check back next month." He told me. "Okay thank you." I said. "I'll go get the sonograms." He said and left. I got up and not looking at the monitor I went to get change . "Everything okay babe?" Finn asked me. "Um yeah." I said coming out.

Finns pov :
I looked at Rachel and I knew she wasn't okay. When we got in the car I took out a sonogram picture of the baby and put it on the dashboard.  "Baby Hudson. " I said. Rachel looked at it and then looked away. When we got home I parked the car and locked the doors. "Okay what the hell is up with you ? " I asked her. "Nothing." I told him. "Don't lie to me." I told her. "I'm scared okay. I don't want to get attached to this baby only to have it taken away from me by God like he took away Emma. " She told me. Suddenly it became clear to me , "Rachel you made it through your first trimester thats good." I told her. "Not when I lost Emma to an aneurysm and I'm 32 now the chances are a lot higher and I just... I just feel like if I get happy about this baby I could lose them too. " She told me. "Rach, there are so many things to be afraid of when having a baby but we won't let anything happen this time. We will get every test necessary and everything possible that we can get I'm am not letting anything happen to this baby or you. " I told her. "I don't know Finn." She said. She went to unlock this door when I grabbed her arm and said , "Hey this is our baby , 50 percent of you , 50 percent of me , and everything will be okay.  " I said. She looked at me sad and left.

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