It's Just a Crush, it'll Go Away

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I return to my room, leaving the door open for Olivia. Still feeling sorry for Liz. She didn't deserve that. All she did was fall in love. Paying the ultimate price. They say sometimes love can be the greatest risk. I believe that now, more than ever.

Sitting on the edge of my bed I begin to think about what Elizabeth will do if she were to find out that I turned Olivia. If she doesn't already. Thinking that she might kill her to punish me. I rub my face, feeling terrified. The thought didn't occur to me until now. If I want to ensure that Olivia isn't in danger I'm going to have to kill Elizabeth too. It's just too much of a risk. And I can't have her coming after once we leave. I just know she'll come up with a way to find us. 

My thoughts are interrupted when Olivia slips through my room door. I am quick to get up on my feet. Grabbing her by the face for a kiss. Not giving her a chance to say a thing. We start to take off each other's clothes.

Olivia pushes me down onto the bed. It seems like she wants to take control this time. I don't mind that at all. She pushes down and starts to bounce up and down slowly. It isn't long before she picks up speed. God does it feel amazing to be inside of her. I can feel her legs trembling. To steady her I hold onto her hips, helping her out a little by pulling her down onto me. She licks her bottom lip as I do it, meaning that she really likes that. So for her pleasure- and my own- I continue to do it.

"Donovan..." She gasps my name. Panting for breath. I can tell she's close.

Suddenly she starts to bounce even faster. I can't help but let out a rough moan. My mouth open wide with my eyes slightly open. I still want to be able to see her face. But she's so good that my eyesight starts to blur. All I can concentrate is on how good she is making me feel. She screams in pleasure as she finally climaxes. I shortly follow, going off inside of her.

She rolls off from on top of me and I cuddle into her. Kissing her cheek tenderly. Running my fingers through her golden blonde hair. I've missed been able to do this. Even if it has only been a few days. I need her always. She completes me.

"We need to be extra careful." I decide that now is a good time to tell her about what I saw. Not to panic cause panic but to warn her. My chest still moving up and down rapidly.

"Why? Is there a problem?" She gives me a look of concern.

"Liz and Tristan were having an affair behind Elizabeth's back. She found out about it and slit Tristan's throat." I being to tell her and she looks horrified.

"Poor Liz." There is a sadness in her eyes.

"We need to make sure Elizabeth doesn't suspect that I've turned you. I don't know how she'll react if she finds out." I take hold of her hand. "I promise I'm going to keep you safe."

Olivia nods, understanding the seriousness of the situation. Neither of us want to end up dead before we can start our lives together. So we need to be extra vigilant. Be smarter than Elizabeth. That is the only way to survive. Which is easier than it sounds because she is a very smart woman. But it's not impossible to outsmart her.

The time has come for Olivia to return back to her suite with Will. I wish she didn't have to go. She doesn't want to leave either. If only she could stay the whole night. Fall asleep in my arms again. I say my goodbyes and give her a quick kiss on the lips. Already I can tell that I'm going to miss her tonight more than any other night.

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It's another new day. The wedding is getting closer. Which to me is both a good and bad thing. Right now the only thing I can think about is Liz. Wondering how she's doing. Though I'm pretty sure she will be an emotional wreck. That's why I'm going to check up on her. She needs someone to be there for her.