How I Live Now { Perrciado }

Jaime Preciado

"1"..
"Okay okay.." I say while I stand up. I glance over at Tony before I then look over at Gabe and stare into his eyes.
"We decided to to go a party. Jason Leon's party to be exact. We got there and we got super drunk. Atleas i got super drunk. So drunk I couldn't stand walking so we went upstairs into a bedroom. We laid down and just talked. We were best friends..." I pause. I look into Gabe's eyes and I just can't.
"You then ra-" "LIAR" he cut in.
Madelyn then flinches as he shoves the gun into the skin of the side of her head.
"Tell the truth please" she pleaded.
I sigh. "I guilted you into it.."

-Flashback-
" I'm so tired. My feet hurt. Like really bad" I whined. Gabe laughed and rolled his eyes. I accidently stumble and he falls as I knocked him down.
"Oops. "
We both looked at eachother and start laughing.
"Come on let's find a place to lay down" I say
We get up stairs and luckily their is an empty room.
"I think your trying to seduce me" Gabe joked.
I laughed and we both face planted onto the bed. I looked over at him and started running my hand all over him. He laughed but then removed my hand telling me to stop. I then started doing it again.
"Al stop. You know how I feel about sex. How you feel about it."
I wasn't going to give up. So I let my hand wander and he stoped me again. He pinned down my arms and hovered over me.
"Stop it. Your really drunk right now you d-"
"I might be drunk but I still know I want you. I love you. If you love me..." I tral off.
He looked conflicted. "I do.."
"Then if you love me.. " I smirked gesturing towards my body.
After a period of silence he caved. And we spent the rest of the night fucking.
The next morning
Fuck my headache. I squinted my eyes as the sun beamed through the windows. I gat up and took in my surroundings. This isnt my room? Why am I naked?
I look over next to me and see Gabe. Naked as well. Oh my god. Did we. No he respects my wishes. But..
Gabe stirred and soon he was awake sitting up.
"What time is it?" He asked but I was to scared. I cowarded away a little being disgusted. He noticed and gave me a look of confusion when he realized we were both naked.
"Al do you remember anything.." He asked
I nod. "You raped me.."
End of flashback-

"I didn't remember. I really thought he raped me. We went to trial and everything. Then.." I hesitated.
"Tell them" Gabe said sternly.
"I remembered. But it was to late. The trial was over"
"You blamed him?" Mike spoke up.
I sighed but nodded.
"Please understand it was too late." I spoke trying to reason.
"It's never to late to do the right thing" Vic said.
I frowned as I knew everyone understood Gabe's side.
"Well this was fun"
!BOOM!
"Madelyn" Tony screamed.
Suddenly the loud sound made my ears ring. Ah. I looked around making sure everyone's okay. I then over at where Gabe and Madelyn stood. More like Gabe. I look down and their she laid. Dead.
"Oh my god I told the story. W-why did you kill her" I frantically yelled. I was waiting for an answer when he suddenly pointed the gun at Tony.
Oh shit. No..
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- Small detail filler. Only 2 chapters left. Maybe 3! I had written this like days ago but forgot to upload since I wrote it somewhere without WiFi ! Sorry ._. Enjoy !