the Warrior's prince

"The worst things in life are free to us, the only thing that's free is love"

Ethiel

"Ethan, you haven't stepped out of your room all week." The intruder said. Daring herself to even call me Ethan. All the pain that nickname has caused does not even deserve to be rewarded. The one that I, for the first time made love to gave me that nickname. I have bedded women all my life but I have never made love to one, but I did and you want to know what she did? She broke me. She stole my love and then left me for someone else. She was the only one I shared half of my life with. I wish I have gotten her fired, then I wouldn't have to look at her flirt shamelessly with the milkman. She was the one that I gave my heart to, aside from my mother, she was the only woman that I truly cared for. The only woman that I would die for, but I guess that wasn't enough for her was it?

"Ethan, Can you please come back to Neptune?" The intruder once said again. What does she not understand? I'm in pain, as my mother she is supposed to be the woman comforting me, telling me it's alright, telling me that she wasn't worth it. But she didn't, my dad wasn't here to tell me that everything was going to be alright. Though I loved my mother she wasn't the kind of queen that would sit down and have a heart to heart talk with her son. Most of the time, it was my dad who played the role of my mom, and my mom the role of my dad. "Honey I know it hurts when you go through your first break-up."

"Mom, we both know that this is not my first break-up" I replied trying to sound confident, even though my voice faltered at the end.

"Silly, I know that. I meant it's the first time you've ever felt love and honey it hurts a lot." Is it only me, but do I feel a full hearted story coming on? "I remember the first time your dad and I broke up" Here it is."It was quite unexpected actually, one minute we were cuddling and reading a book, and the next minute we were arguing and throwing things at each other. I was so mad and frustrated that I yelled that I did not love him, he was so mad that he decided he did not want to be with a princess, and that I was the exact thing his parents were talking about. He called me a thing and then said that a pauper can never be with a princess, it hurt me to think that the man I love would dare to say such a thing, but you know what it all worked out in the end."

"So mother, what you're trying to say Is that Anna is just going through a phase, and she'll be back in my arms soon?" Even though I knew this wasn't the case, I still had small hope that my lover would want me back.

"Um, no honey that is not what i'm trying to imply here, what I'm trying to say is for you to try and find someone else." My mom replied. "Anna was the sweetest young woman I had ever laid eyes on, but you need to understand that she can't help who she loves. I'm sorry that she's not in love with you but you need to get back on your feet and reclaim your role as Prince Ethiel."

I understood her. This was the first time my mom and I had a real conversation about my love life, she was always too busy preparing the dinners and the royal balls. My mother was a respectful woman and I loved her to death but even as a man I always enjoyed the company of my mother and father. Her only problem was that anyone could read what was in her mind just by looking in her eyes, and from what I could tell she was hiding something from me.

"Mother, I mean no disrespect but are you hiding something from me? You seem very....quiet, most of the time you're always ready to yell at me for my mistakes." I asked her.

"Darling Ethan you should know that as your mother, I love you very much and everything I do is for your own safety." She replied.

"Mother what are you trying to tell me?" She hesitated before giving me an answer.

"I am not hiding anything from you. It just makes me sad to see that my own family is falling apart because my son has lost his love."

 The feeling you have when you learn that you are the one that has caused pain to your family is a curse that I wish upon no one. My mother and father were the only people that knew me well enough to love me when I started bedding women at the age of thirteen. Since we had a lot of mistresses at the castle it didn't take long for me to start learning about mating/sex at a young age. My personal mistress was named Clarissa, she taught me the difference between mating and sex. Although she had her own lover, She did her best to feed her family. I never bedded with her, we just talked about love and what it would feel like to be in love. She talked about her husband and children since she was twenty-six at the time, She talked about how she felt when she was with that special someone and how it felt when he held on to her every night before she came into this castle to do her 'job'. Clarissa was my second mother at that time, she taught me things my own mother and father didn't feel comfortable talking to me about. She was there when I met Anna at the age of fourteen, she laughed, and cried with me, she listened to me when I needed her. That was three years ago, I haven't seen Clarissa since then, she just disappeared after that.

"I'm sorry mom......It just hurts so much" I whispered, thinking that she couldn't hear me.

"I know sweetheart but trust me when mama says it would get better." I felt like a woman having my mom hug me while she kissed my forehead.. 

  I really hope it gets better mom.I thought.I really hope so....

Author's note: I am very sorry because this is very short, but I don't want to fully develop Prince Ethiel yet so I'm sorry about that.Um this is not edited, also sorry for any spelling mistakes or whatever. VOTE, COMMENT,FAN!!!! This is dedicated to my friend anthony because you will go through a heartbreak soon....TRUST ME!! love you all 

picture of Scarlett Johansson as Clarissa------------------------>