Through His Eyes (Royce)

•Chap.26 "He Thought•

Reminder:
Kylie is the girl who was staring at Jacob in class,smiling or whatever & Chres didn't seem to like that. She also told Chres to be quiet in class.
Dylan is the boy Chres was bullying in the beginning , who also kind of took a liking to Jacob's appearance,etc.,and Chres&Dylan have an unknown past.
Trevor is Jacob's old frenemie who joined the rival dance team, but then came back to warn him,ending up confessing his feelings.Jake had a few flashbacks of him.
And yall know Desiree. The disrespectful gf of Chres who's basically holding on to him with blackmail.
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Random Fact: Comments &votes motivate me to hurry and get another chapter out. Comments also help me form my story,by knowing ur thoughts,ideas,questions,and opinions. Questions would also allow me to pinpoint the things I need to write more on or construct my chapters around. My New Year's Resolution is to finish this book,so let's see how that goes.
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I also kinda wanna start from the beginning and edit this all. 1, so I am refreshed on everything and 2,because it's poorly written, to be honest.
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Storytime..

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Chresanto felt awful.

Maybe disgusting was a better adjective?

It was the Saturday morning after the horridly-planned Friday night and he was sat in his room,lying across his thankfully unsoiled bedspread-they went to Desiree's house-feeling completely miserable.

He realized in those agonizing moments with her that his feelings towards Jacob only deepened, not disappearing in the slightest. The whole time he could only think about how different it would be if it was Jake lying breathless beneath him.

He let out a loud groan.
His mom wasn't home anyway. He could be as loud as he wanted. He could rip his heart out and no one would hear his cries of pain.

It feels like I already did that.
He thought.

It's a quite gory thought,but not any less true.

Maybe I should choose a different girl, he thought.

Yeah, I have no emotional attachment to Desiree anyway.

He hesitantly dialed the number of someone he knew could help. His party pal, Chris, always had the hookup and he didn't care about cheating on Desiree as long as she didn't come shouting at him when she found out.

With that, a little hope was once again fueled in the belief that he'd lose these feelings or whatever it was he had going on towards Jacob-for a little while, at least.

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Jacob , on the other hand, was working on the school math project. Dylan was texting him ideas he had for writing about the logo explanation. They had to answer certain questions, explaining it's design,meaning,and connection to their school.

Jacob was writing the explanation, with the help of Dylan . He'd left his paper in his locker so he'd asked Dylan to send him their answers from his copy. He also had some input of what they should write about, mentioning that they should talk about how their logo shows how their school is about more than just sports and it displays the different fields of interest that unite them as a school and as people in general , examples being in music,academics,clubs,etc.

Jacob made sure to mention to Dylan how much he liked that idea and appreciated the help. They continued texting until the explanation was complete and afterwards joked around about things and discussed Kylie's lack of assistance. She'd definitely be getting a low grade with peer assessments.

To Dylan: lol,I'll ttyl. gotta eat dinner

From Dylan: alright, toodles.

Jacob laughed. He noticed Dylan's quirky humor and he liked it.

He tucked his phone in his pocket and was about to get up from his desk when he got the thing again. He was experiencing this scene like a flashback.

Jacob was giggling , kicking his feet back and forth while lying on his stomach on the comforter of his bed.

His best friend, when they were at least, was texting him the weirdest crap while he tried to watch Criminal Minds.

Trevor: You're weird.

Trevor: Y are you watching that crap????

Trevor: R u ignoring me??

Trevor: Lil boy , we gone be the next case on there cz ima beat ya ass for ignoring mehhh

Trevor: or is that law & order, watevr , same ish diff channel

Jacob: shutup! It's getting intense and all I can hear/feel is my phone vibrating

Trevor: Jake , I don't think that's your phone.

Trevor: kinky, I bet you're not even watching TV

Trevor: it's getting intense alright

Jacob: ctfu! STOP it, fool. I'm cutting my phone off

Trevor: no, I'm jk. Ima stop

Trevor proceeded to spell out 'I do not love you.', giving each letter its own message, purposefully annoying his friend and then he ended it with a salutation.

Trevor:☺bye bae!

Jacob shook his head. His friend was so weird . he'd deal with him later though, he was just about to find out what Garcia's boyfriend thought about Agent Morgan stepping half naked out of her shower, not to mention he looked sizzling hot, quite literally since steam was coming from his body.

"Jacob, hurry before your food gets cold. I think the mash is already there," Jacob was pulled from his flashback by the sound of mom's voice .

"Coming!" He yelled, jumping from the desk. There's nothing like home cooking and he never had to be begged to eat it.

During dinner, Jacob thought about bringing up some things to her. She should know what's going on.

" Hey ma,I have a question."

She looked up,seeming hesitant to speak when she heard 'question' punctuate the sentence. "Alright, quest." She put on a small smile.

Jacob smiled fondly at that. She used to say that when he was a kid. Then, it annoyed him, but he hasn't heard it in so long , it was kind of refreshing.
"Well, I've been having these visions and.. does the name Trevor ring a bell to you? I feel like we were friends , but it's kinda fuzzy."

Her eyes seemed to widen where they were faced to her plate. She bit her lip nervously and shrugged with a shake of her head. "I'm not sure , hijo. You had lots of friends. Maybe?"

Jake narrowed his eyes a bit, noticing how thick her accent got . That usually happened when she was lying, or hiding something.

Jacob pretended to take that as an answer, nodding casually.

"So, if I ask him do you think he'll tell me?"

And no, he wasn't talking about asking Trevor.

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Wanted to make this one a little longer since I never update and you guys deserve it, but sorry for how suckish it is. I deleted a section from it to save for next time.

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