Through His Eyes (Royce)

Chap. 34 "As much as my heart flutters, I'm worried"

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"As much as my heart flutters, I'm worried." < a translated to English lyric from the song attached, performed by Jimin💛 of the group BTS.

That song is so beautiful and so is the video. I hate following hype but when my sister showed me a couple videos from BTS I was shocked and amazed. And they're hilarious and really pretty.Only the leader (Rap Monster) is fluent in English--sidenote:his speaking/rapping voice is deep and mm mm mmph.
Language is only as much a barrier as you let it be, to be honest, when it comes to experiencing cool people.

"I can tell that you a fan, you a fan already."(PiaMiaLyric)🎶lol

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Okay storytime ....

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Jacob had done it. He called the guy from the mall. Turns out his name was Luke and he had a nice voice. He was excited that Jacob finally used the number and they made a date.

They both didn't want anything fancy so they agreed McDonald's and a movie was good.

Currently, Jacob was sitting at lunch alone reflecting on the last few weeks and his next few steps. As he stirred through his green beans, he pondered what to say to Chresanto when he saw him next.

The display that happened the last time they were in each other's presence was an awkward one. He wanted to help Chresanto, but Chresanto had to open up. And Jacob had a feeling that this date was just what Chresanto needed to know about to push him over the edge.

He was broken from his thoughts as Dylan sat next to him with a small smile.

"Hey Dylan," he smiled.

"Hey, how are you?" he asked as they both glanced at the lunchroom door to see Rayan and Chresanto walking in. They headed towards the long line for food.

Making eye contact with Chresanto then looking back at Dylan, Jacob replied with , "I'm alright, I guess. I tried to ask Chres about what's up with him, but it didn't work. He's so stubborn." Jacob shook his head.

Dylan slightly chuckled as he ate a spoonful of macaroni, "I bet."

Jacob frowned looking at Dylan. "Whatever's going on, why is it that neither of you will tell me?"

Dylan looked down, frowning to himself. He shook his head. "I don't like talking about it. Plus, Chres would kill me and also - once again Jake - I can only tell my side of it. Not his. And they're so intertwined that I can't say anything really. " He shrugged, sighing.

"Just saying that was too much."

Jacob thought over what all he just said. "It was you..." He muttered.

Dylan squinted, confused. "What? It was me what?"

Jacob looked around before leaning in. "You and Chres...he was with you." Jacob asked, but it was more like a statement.

Dylan tensed. "What?...No, I didn't say that...I-" He started to tear up.

Jacob grabbed his hand, in an attempt to comfort him. "Woah, calm down. I'm not gonna like..tell anyone." He looked concerned , rubbing the boy's hand.

Dylan seemed to calm at that. "I'm sorry I just ... I don't like thinking about it, and I didn't want you to think that I meant to- oh my God. If Chres finds out I said-"

"Sh sh sh," Jacob shook his head, a soft smile. "Secret's safe." He gave his hand a squeeze to settle his nerves.

"Do you still have feelings for him?" He asked. Jacob cared but he also wanted to know.