Alone Forever

A friend?

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I've been on my own since the attack. It's been 10 yrs since my parents sacrifice. I have a limited of food but I have to watch what I'm eating. It's not like I'm on a diet I'm a wolf so we eat about as much as a horse. But since I don't have enough of human food I could only so little. I could hunt in my wolf form but I have to be very very careful. I'm a white wolf so have to stay on guard 24/7. If people were to see me they would try to capture me. If one of a pack of wolfs were to see me they will capture me and use me. Theirs more possibilities they can do to me, but I rather not explain or even think about what they could do to me.

I stay close to my house well cabin. If I go any further than I could get in a packs territory by accident. Or they might see me and they will hunt me. It's hard for me but I mange so they wont see my white wolf.

*growls* I'm so hungry. I want a deer. I haven't hunted months ago. I think I might go for a nice run and hunt today. I just have to be careful real careful. We're I'm going is we're the deers are. Sadly were the deers are is near the biggest and strongest pack their is in California. The Blood Lust Pack. I've heard about them when rouges pass by and I hear their conversations even if its the link. I've heard that any pack near or far they will ask for them for help.

Im coming out of my cabin now I want to hunt I'm itching for it. I look around my house and listen closely to hear if somebody near by. Since I'm a white wolf I have more gifts then an average wolf. Like a rearguar wolf has speed, beauty, and strength and excellent hearing. Since I'm white wolf I have all those things but more stronger because I have alpha blood running through my veins. I have more gifts like, I could show my memory's what I'm feeling to anybody. Oohh and I can tell the future too well glimpses of it, and I can take one pains away and help them heal faster. I could even feel what others are feeling.

Enough said I heard nothing near me then I let myself shift it came natural for me. I trotted to my cabins side and go to a tub on the side. The tub is full of black water color paint. I jump in and getting myself all wet. Then I get out and I go to a spot to dry. I do this so my white coat is silverish with black. If I want to hunt I can't be noticed I stand out way to much. So I get like a color make over so I can blend in with the forest. The only times I don't do the coloring routine is at winter it SNOWS so I blend.

I'm dried enough so I start to run. God I felt so free every time I do this and it's not often. If I want a deer I have to go to we're its herd is and it's like 70 or so miles away from my cabin. But it's not hard I don't even break a sweat or even breath hard that a benefit of being a white wolf and alpha blood in me.

I passed the river a-little while ago that means Im almost here. I slowed to a walk and listened if their were any noises that will give away the animal. I could listen up to 28 miles away from me. For a regular wolf they could only listen up to 15 or 18 miles away even an alpha. Then I heard it a buck call to another buck. I trotted ever so silently towards it. I turned to a bolder and when I got to the other side I saw two bucks fighting. I'm probably guessing for a female. Guys with hormones I swear. I sigh and shake my head at the thought.

Last year a regular wolf didn't leave me alone for a month!!! Why well... I was in heat. He followed me every were!!! Like a love sick puppy. I was happy that he brought me food. It's known that the male will bring food to the female, so they don't look like a threat to them. But he eventually left because I wouldnt....mate with him.

I lowered my body to the ground ready for a opportunity to strike. Right when I saw the slightly bigger bull take down the small bull that was my chance. I bolted from my spot and ran as fast as I can. The bigger bull heard me and made a break for it. I could have gotten him with no sweat, but I wanted the one on the floor. Right when I got to its side I jumped and clamped on its throat. He bucked he tried to kick me off but it was no use. I was to bigger than him and way to heavy for him. Well my wolf form is actually bigger than a regular wolf. I was as big as horse and weighed about 900 pounds. By judging the buck he weighed about 300 pounds or so.

Then the buck staggered were it stand then he fell and stopped moving. I snapped his neck so it would be quick for him in stead of me suffocating it to death. I heard a little yip and something's coming this way. I let go if the buck and took a protective stance on top of the buck. I just got a victory meal and I wasn't going to leave it that easily. I saw a little silver wolf coming my way it smelled like a girl. I slightly moved away from my food and sat waiting for the girl to come. She saw me looking at her and slightly wined.

I felt her scared of me then I saw her memories rushing towards me all at once. I felt what she felt when her pack abused her. Use her for their entertainment beat her when they were bored or just for sports. I growled at the memory what bastards will do such a sick thing to a little girl! I composed myself from the memory and I tried to link her.

"I won't do anything to you I promise" I said

"P..promise" she said shaking. The she took a couple hesitating steps towards me. I felt what she felt I felt every hit every nasty names they called her. She's been living like that for 6 years! She was standing in front of me in a couple of minutes. Then she coked her head to side like she deciding something.

"Are...are you covered in paint?" She said slightly leaning towards me and then smelling me.

"Sort of" I said.

"Why? That's funny"

"We'll I have to hide my color is...why."

"What fo- *growls*" I slightly chuckled. She's hungry of course she ran away and she hadn't had success on hunting I assume.

"Sorry" she said whinnying while looking down.

"Care to join me?" She looked up at me.

"Really!" She beamed while wagging her tail.

"Sure come on." I stand and walked towards the deer. I sat near the deer and broke of a good chunk and started eating. She followed suit and started to eat her fill to. I finished and I looked at the girl.  

Just maybe I might come to tell her my secret...