Alone Forever

Dinner

Finishing my shower I come out to see Clarissa wearing a very nice white dress.

"What are you wearing Clarissa?" I asked waking to the closet because I was still wrapped in the towel still.

"This amazing dress in the closet that I found. I found a beautiful night blue dress that will look hot on you. Your going to we're it for your handsome mate of yours down stairs. No buts, whats, or ifs ok?" Clarissa said walking in and grabbing the dress. Giving it to me she walked out and went to the restroom and came out with a brush.

"I'm not going to wear that dress. Why do you want me to impress him? I'm never going to see him after a couple of days Clarissa." Saying in mind link to her. Putting away the dress I found a hoodie, sweats, and some boxers I don't know I just found them. Quickly putting them on and walking to the bed, and drying my hair with my towel. Rachel turned around and gasped then glared at what I was wearing.

"What the hell are you wearing Rachel?!?" I raised a brow to her then I look down to the clothing. Well it's not something you will wear if you were going to a dinner. Then again I don't want him to see me in a dress or any nice clothing and I don't want him to stare. I have a nice body I admit that I have a 4 pack going on, and you can see every other muscle but just toned enough to not look gross.

"Umm comfortable clothing?" I said putting the towel on the side. She rolled her eyes and sat behind me and started to brush my hair out. I always liked it when she did that well pretty much anybody but only Clarissa at the moment. She knew that brushing my hair helped when I'm stressed or whatever. It always made me relaxed and brought me peace. That and she loved my hair because she says that my hair is so 'tempting' to be touched and brushed. I don't know. I sighed and brought my knees up to my chest.

"Rachel what's bothering you?"

"It's Darien."

"Why?"

"He it's- I feel like I'm at home when I'm with him. He makes me feel at peace and safe."

"It's that a good thing or a bad thing?" She said grabbing some of my hair and brushing it to the side.

' Bad thing you know why I can't stay here. I can't risk bringing danger to his pack. . .' I said in mind link again to her I don't want anybody to ease drop on us.

'Your the Luna, Rachel that means you're the Alphas mate. Your important to the pack leaving will bring devastation to them. Do you want the pack, YOUR pack to be disappointed?'

'No but you know why Clarissa you know why I can't stay.'

Sighing she stopped brushing my hair and hugged me from behind. Circling her arms to my knees and grabbing my hands.

"Well where ever is your decision I will follow you Rach."

"Ok." I said leaning to her and smiling a little to what she said to me. Standing up and turning around I grabbed her hand helping her off the bed.

"Come on and lets finish this." I said impatient I want this stupid dinner to be over with. Waking to the door still have Clarissa's hand in mine I turned around and faced her.

"Remember what I said?" she mind linked me and answered 'Don't talk to no one'.

Opening the door waking down the stairs and remembering every turn I made back to the dinner room. I walked in I saw a freaken buffet of food. The smell hit me wonderful scent of food, but Darien's smell stand out of all. Speaking of Darien I saw him instantly stopped talking smiled up to me he stood from his chair and when he made a step towards me I tensed. I guess he saw that because he loosed his smile and frowned a little but smiled still.