Alone Forever

So far

It's been a month since I meet Clarissa the silver wolf. She's 12 years old. Shes been really taking a liking to me but I don't mind. I guess I'm like a mother to her I took her in with me. It's better than living out their were she can get killed by other wolfs.

"RAY!!!!" Clarissa yelled from across the hall.

"WHAT?"

"When were going to hunt?" She said coming from the hall and sitting on the floor were I was reading.

"Umm I don't know..." I said silently.

She's been begging me for a while now. I don't blame her it's her wolf that is inpatient that she can't hunt. If their were more animals near my cabin I would let her hunt. But sadly theirs mostly squirrels and that does not satisfies any wolf. So in other words if we want to hunt we have to go back to the border. The Blood Lust Pack territory border. I sigh at the thought she still didn't know why I never shifted since the day we meet. But she's clever and has asked why I never shifted or went for a hunt with her. I guess she deserves to know she's like a daughter to me. I smile at the thought.

"Why are you smiling?"

"Clarissa did your pack ever told you stories about the white wolf?" I said getting my self in a sitting position.

"Yea I heard the others say that the white wolfs haven't been hear since millions of years ago. White wolfs are known to be the wisest of all wolfs, and that they have special abilities and are stronger than an average wolf. Why do you ask?"

She needs to know why I don't hunt and why I'm very cautious...

"Do you remember the day we meet?"

She smiled. "Yeah you saved me from starving and took me in."

"Do you remember what you were about to say when your stomach interrupted you?"

"Ummm.......I remember now you smelled like paint? I was going to ask why?"

"Well..." I sigh she could leave me if she doesn't want me being a problem for her when she knows. "I'm... I'm a white wolf." I say quietly. A normal human wouldn't hear it but since she has excellent hearing she can.

"REALLY?!?!?!?!?" She yelled then her eyes widen what she just heard.

I looked at her straight in the eyes. "Yes... Now that you know I would understand why you would want to leave me." I said looking away from her gaze. I would understand why she would want to leave its to risky it's to dangerous. If I was her I would choose to leave me to for my safety.

I heard her moving closer to me than she put her tiny arms around me and gave me a hug. I was... I was shocked why would she do that she should leave me.

"Rachel you took me in and I want to stay with you. I don't care if your a white wolf heck I wouldn't care if you were a rainbow wolf!!! I'm staying your stuck with me now weather you like it or not ok?"

I hugged her back she wanted to stay with me... She pulled back from the hug and stared at me up an down.

"What?"

"That will explain why your gifted!!!"

I stared at her in confusion what did she mean by gifted? I didn't told her yet about my powers...

"Like come on you have a KILLER body girl your hot!!!! You would be perfect to be a model especially a victory secret model!!" She said fluttering her eyelashes at me. I tilted my head than I laughed sooo that's what she mean by "gifted".

"What?"

"Nothing I just thought you knew about my gifts but what you just told me you obviously don't." I said smiling up to her.

"What do you mean gifts" Her eyes widen. "TELL ME!!!!!"

"Ok ok well since I'm a white wolf way stronger from an average wolf. Like my hearing is 10 times better than any and strength and healing."

"So your like an ALPHA!!!" She said squealing with delight.

"We'll I am a daughter of of two alphas and that gives me like a boost with everything I have as a gift."

"You mean theirs MORE!!!" She said like a girl is getting into the gossip going around school.

I hesitated I don't know if I should tell her I know people's pasts and what their feeling...and I feel what their feeling when it happened.

"...yeah I feel people's feelings and thoughts too."

I hesitated before saying "...rach don't get mad but I can see and feel what people's...past were."

"Why would I get mad???"she said sounding so confused.

I don't know if I should tell her that I saw what her pack did...to her. I felt everything what happened to her as my own pain. It's not like I but in her past it just comes flying to me like a signal.

I looked her in the eyes hard. "...I know what you pack...did to you Clarissa. I know that you don't want my pity of sympathy but I'm really sorry that happened to you."

I saw her eyes water when I finished. She looked away from my gaze and looked anywhere but my eyes like she would think I would be ashamed of her! I felt her thoughts... I would never I loved her like a daughter, sister, best friend, and especially my partner.

"W...when did you know?" She said still slightly crying.

"The day I found you." I said honestly to her.

"How does it work?"

"It's not like I wanted to know your past. It comes to me it's with everybody if I meet anybody their past flashes in my eyes. Or future and I could hear anybody's thought and your emotions...and feel them as my own."

"Do you mean the mind link?"

"No it means even if you block me I can still hear them weather you want me or not."

"But I would never do that to you I have respect for your privacy Clarissa." I said with a serious tone with her. I didn't wanted her to think that I'm nosy into anybody's business.

"Thanks I appreciate that you didn't but in my privacy..." I moved to her and hugest her to me. She hugged me back with her little strength she had and put in the hug we shared. I let go of her and she looked up at me and I felt she envied the power I have and she didnt.

"We'll since you now know about me and my secret you want to go with me for a hunt?"

"YESSSS"

"What are we waiting for let's goo!!!!!." I said happily and got up from the floor.

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