The Dark Side Of My Fiance, Mr. Horan. (SEQUEL) *completed*

Chapter 19:

Niall's Pov:

It was 3 AM. And I just couldnt sleep.

Knowing that Maddie and Leah were in danger scared the hell out of me.

"Why?" I whisper as if someone would answer me.

I kept thinking of what I could do, and leaving was NOT one of them.

I was tired of feeling broken.

Tired of feeling, this.

I got out of bed softly and walked to the front door , opening it and shutting it behind me. I went out and sat in a chair, and looked up at the sky.

"Why?" I asked again.

I just wanted a normal life. I wanted a family.

I wanted my brother, me , mum and dad. I wanted to be happy. I didnt want to be the way I was now.

I wanted to be a professional football player, but after school ended, my whole world changed.

I didnt ever think my life would be so.... Dark.

I see what Maddie sees when I look in a mirror.

A broken, depressed, and dark man.

I had thought I'd be the sweetheart out of me and Greg. But it was greg. He was the sweet guy. I was the devil.

I couldnt get that image out of my head. The image of Greg in a coffin. The image of my mother bawling her eyes out. The image of me, not knowing what to say, or do.

I missed my life.

I missed everything.

My mum.

My dad.

My brother.

But I loved the way it was right now.

Well, besides the fight that was gonna happen.

Leah and Maddie changed my life completely. Turned it upside down.

And I loved every single bit of it.

Maddie's Pov:

I went to snuggle into Niall, but all I felt was air.

"Ni?" I whispered and looked around.

It was 3:30 AM.

Where the hell was he?

I got up and walked into the bathroom. Nope.

The livingroom. Nope.

Kitchen. Nope.

Leahs room. Nope.

I opened the door, and saw him sitting in a chair, looking up.

I walked quietly sat next to him.

"You okay?" I whispered.

He looked over at me, his eyes dark and sad.

"No."

"Whats wrong?" I ask and softly touch his arm.

"I dont know anymore..." He says, and grabs my hand putting it in mine.

"Ni, if this is about the drug thing, dont blame yourself."

"Its not that, but... Why do I always fuck up? Why do I always mess everything I have up? Why cant I be a perfect fiance, perfect dad? Why cant I be like everyone else?"

I pulled my hand away and got up, standing infront of him, then straddling his lap. Look at me." I say and grab his face.

"You, Mr. Horan, are the best daddy I have ever met. You know Leah loves you to death. I remember when you go to Liams or Louis or whatever... She'd always be like, wheres daddy? Why isnt daddy home? I want daddy to tuck me in. Shes a daddies girl, just like you wanted from the beginning.

She knew Harry wasnt her daddy, but she went with it. She gets her intellegence from you. Shes 5 years old, and she knows how to add, subtract, multiply , and divide. She knows what her Abcs are, she knows music lyrics. Shes your babygirl, and she loves you. So dont say youre not good enough because youre perfect to her." I say.

"And how bout you?" He says, his warm breath breathing on my face.

"I, Madelynn Marie ... Ivy.. Love you so fucking much it hurts. I have NEVER ever felt this way about anyone... Ever. If I had a choice of loving you or killing myself, it'd be you. You are mine. My love, my fiance, my babys daddy... Youre my inspiration , Ni. I have loved you since I figured out what love is... And without you, its gone. That love... It disappears.

When I was with Harry, I never once took my mind off you. I would sit there, pissed off at you, but you were always on my mind... I didnt mean it when I told him I loved him. I just always thought of you when I said it. You brought out the best in me Niall. You changed my life. And I love you to death for that."

He smiled and I could see a tear rolling down.

I wiped my thumb acrossed it; staring into Niall's blue orbs.

Here we were at almost 4 AM, making eachother emotional.

"I love you too, baby." He whispers and leans in, his soft lips pressing to mine.

I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling my body closer to his.

His hands laid rested on my back, holding me from falling.

He pulled away and we stared into eachothers eyes.

"If there ever comes a day we cant be together... Keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever." I whispered.

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A/N: PLEASE READ IF YOU WANT! (RANT)

Sorry for the crappy sappy chapter :(

I had A HORRIBLE JULY 4th! OMFG IT MADE ME CRY.

Okay, so I have a bf, but at the moment, im visiting my dad. Anyway, so I see all these DAMN COUPLES HUGGING AND KISSING AND WHAT NOT, AND IT JUST MADE ME SAD . It MADE ME WANT TO BREAK DOWN. WELL, I miss him. Alot. So I thought letting that out by writing a sappy chapter would help.

Thanks for reading it if ya did. Haha

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RANT ABOUT ELOUNOR:

So, If youre a LARRY SHIPPER i am NOT judging you or trying to cause any fight with you. I respect your opinion, I just dont want you to be rude about it.

I love elounor, and honestly, Eleanor goes through a lot. She deals with Louis' crazy fans when shes with him, she lets the hate be thrown at her; and its just plain wrong. What if Eleanor had enough and literally KILLED herself?

Louis wouldnt be the same.

He would be ashamed... Of us.

This constant fighting about whats real and whats fake HAS TO STOP.

Louis and Harry hate being around eachother because of it...

Isnt that sad?

What is this fandom coming to??...

Anyways,. Comment your opinion about the chapter or the rant; just please dont start a fight. I love you guys :)))

#goodnight

-Tessy