The Dark Side Of My Fiance, Mr. Horan. (SEQUEL) *completed*

Chapter 29:

Maddie's Pov:

I've been depressed lately...

I sit in my room , the door locked and in the dark.

Losing my baby was the worst thing that could happen.

I had 3 months left... 3 months until I met our baby boy.

Niall has been worse than before. When he gets mad, he starts throwing things and punching the walls.

The only thing that I could think when he did that..

His dark side, is back.

I didnt like the dark side of him. I fucking hated it actually. I never wanted to be around him.

Leah's been going to school and coming home. She ignores Niall and me.

Its like she doesnt want to be here. She's only 6, and she hates us.

I sighed and ran my hand through my hair. I havent been like this since my dad died...

I havent been this sad like this since he died.

I wanted the world to eat me up and swallow me.

I hated my life at the moment, and I didnt like the way it was going.

I was depressed and tired, Niall was mad and an asshole, and Leah ignored us.

This is not the way I planned my family to be like.

"Maddie?" Nialls surprisingly soft voice speaks behind the locked door.

"What?" I say.

"Can I come in?"

I got up and grabbed the doorknob and unlocked it.

Niall gasped slightly and hugged me. I could see in the mirror.

My eyes were bloodshot, my face had stains of tears, my face had thinned a bit, my hair was knotted, and my bright blue eyes, were a dark blue.

"Are you okay?" He whispers.

I shook my head no.

I wasnt okay. I was FAR from okay.

"Im so sorry baby."

I didn't know what to say. What I should say.

What if I say the wrong thing and set him off?

Should I just stay quiet? Yes I should.

"You should go shower, I'll make you something to eat." He whispers and kisses my cheek ; then pulls away.

I nodded and went towards the bathroom. Leah was in her room on the floor staring at a wall.

I opened the door and closed it behind me.

After stripping, I stared at my disgusting body.

After giving birth to Leah, i lost my figure.

I used to be skinny, now I had pregnant fat left.., if thats even possible ?

I hopped in and let the water fall onto my skin.

It had been like 2 or 3 days since I showered, so Im glad Niall suggested it.

I hopped out after cleaning myself and got dressed. I decided on no makeup.. Just in case my emotions get the best of me.

I saw Leah, sitting in the exact same position.

I walked to her room and sat next to her.

"Leah?"

"What?"

"You okay?"

"Im fine."

"No youre not."

"Mum, its my fault the baby died. Its all my fault."

"No; its mine." I say.

"Not uh. You remember that day I said I wanted him to die,... It came true." She says and her tears run down her cheeks.

"Baby-"

"No. Dont sweettalk me mumma. I dont deserve love or attention. Just like the boys at school said."

"What?"

"Mumma, they call me names. They call me ugly, fat, unwanted. What do those mean?"

I breathed in slowly and exhaled.

"Leah, youre none of those names. Boys are stupid."

"Mum?"

"Hmm?"

"Is it bad if I like a boy?"

"Well! Of course not. Why?"

"I... I um.. I like Matthew."

"Uncle Zayn and Aunt Perries son?"

"Well, yeah..."

"But-"

"Mum, they arent really related to us!" She says.

I nod and see that she is right.

"You really like him?"

She nods and shows the beautiful smile i've missed.

"But... I dont know if he still likes me, he said a few months ago he'd wait for me.. What does that mean?"

"It means, he's willing to wait to be with you."

She smiled again and turned a light pink.

"Do you still love daddy?"

"Do I still love daddy?" I ask.

"Yeah."

"Of course I do."

"Does he love you?"

"Yes I do." I hear Niall say and look up.

I slightly smiled and dropped it.

"So, after everything you guys have been through, you still love eachother?"

"We always have, and always will."

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SHORT CHAPTER!!!

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