Dead To Me ~ Jerrie Thirlwards

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Dead To Me

Do you know what it feels like to be dead? Do you know what it feels like to leave someone you love? Do you know what it feels like living in your own perpetual hell all day, every day? Do you know what it feels like to watch someone you loved move on from you, all in the blink of an eye?

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"Perrie, no, don't leave me, please. Stay awake, I love you..." Jade's voice drifted from Perrie's ears as her eyes fluttered shut, her last breath slipping from her throat as her girlfriend held her in her arms, crying over her bloodied body.

"Perrie, I can't live without you..." Jade's voice rang out again, the choking sobs overtaking the delicate voice Perrie once loved. Perrie heard nothing but Jade's sobs as she drifted upward into oblivion, the last vision she had engraved in her brain was her Jade crying, sobbing as Perrie was stabbed in the stomach, not by herself but by an ungodly force which she couldn't name. Perrie no longer knew what it felt like to have Jade hold her, kiss her, cuddle her, comfort her. She lost Jade when she needed her the most, and Jade lost Perrie when her walls were crumbling down.

Jade lost her rock, Perrie lost her one true love, and neither girl felt whole without the other by her side. Perrie felt nothing but mind-numbing pain as she drifted upwards, away from her body, closer and closer to the inevitability of oblivion.

Perrie would find her Jade again. She would reunite them, even if Jade insisted that Perrie was dead to her.