Lights fills the room, coaxing me from deep sleep to wakefulness. I stretch out and open my eyes. Apparently it was raining lightly outside, my window was streaked with rain, everything down below was blurry. I dragged myself out of bed. It was time to start my day, regardless the weather. I walked to the bathroom, damn my legs were sore, deliciously sore. I looked at myself in the mirror. My subconscious has woken up. She's staring at me with pursed lips, tapping her foot saying 'so you've slept with him, gave a guy who doesn't love you your virginity. In fact, he has zero interest in a relationship with you. Are you crazy!!" She is shouting at me. I groaned dismissing my thoughts and entered the shower. He is no good for me, but damn I wanted him. I flushed at the memory of his hands and his mouth on me, his body inside mine. Closing my eyes, I feel the familiar delicious pull of my muscles from deep, deep down. I want to do that again, and again. But the last thing I want is to become attach to him. I couldn't lose sight of the real man he was, no matter how hot he looked or how good he was in bed he was still a gang leader.
I finished with my morning routine, I grabbed my bag and umbrella and left to school.
I walked down the hallway making my way to my locker. I could see the heads of a few people following me as I moved forward, eyeing me. I kept my head down, trying to block everything and minimize all the attention being directed towards me. Why were so many people staring at me? I played with the tips of my hair feeling self-conscious.
I reached my locker, placed in the code and grasped the handle firmly with my hand, pulling it open and sticking my wet umbrella in. I grabbed my math book and hurried to class
I sat in Mr.Garcia's math class, legs crossed while reading a book. The teacher wasn't here yet, students were filling into the classroom, chatting and laughing. I blocked everything out, delving into my book, allowing the serenity to wash over me.
I got startled and disrupted by a poke on my shoulder. I turned around seeing Mason with a huge boyish smile across his face showing off his left dimple
"You and Devin huh?" He said winking and grinning from ear to ear, it was kinda creepy
"What about me and Devin?" I asked scrunching my eyebrows together and squinting my eyes wanting to see what he actually knows.
I heard a small familiar squeal and shifted my head slightly to see Emma in front of the class running up to us all excitedly
"how was your date with Devin?" She sings once she finally gets to us and sits down on Devin's chair since he wasn't here yet.
"What are you talking about?" I acted oblivious to the whole situation "and what are you doing here? You don't even belong in this class Emma"
She raised both eyebrows and crossed her arms over her chest "you and Devin both skipped or is it a coincidence that you both failed to show up in lunch even though you were both in school in the morning"
"It wasn't a date" I hissed at her cautiously scanning the room for any eavesdroppers
"But we were right! You guys did leave together" she said giggling, bringing a hand to her mouth while I turned a light shade of pink, I watched her and Mason high five each other.
"We simply just went to eat at the new doughnut shop and stumbled across an amusement park" I said not wanting to mention anything about the intimate moments we shared. I wouldn't dare speak about losing my virginity to Devin in school where its filled with nosy students.
