all mine (a charlie weasley love story)

Chapter 45

I sat at the table in Grimmald place for the first time Since Sirius' death. So now I was on my own- well I had Luke but I couldn't really have a proper conversation with him. Molly didn't really have a need to be here anymore and it was no longer the safe house, so they wouldn't be back for Christmas or the summer. If Charlie hasn't finished his mission by Christmas then I'm spending it alone as I'm only able to go the the burrow if he is there! 

Stupid over protective Charlie.

With the rise of Voldemort, Harry was reluctant to send letters to me in case they got into the wrong hands or they followed the owl to my location. He decided to only send letters to me when absolutely necessary. I haven't received a letter in two months so I am trying to take that as a sign of safety.

Nobody else has been in contact with me either Tonks and Charlie cannot contact me whilst on their missions and Kiara seems to have lost contact with everyone. I think that the others think that they are protecting me, but what I don't think they don't understand is that I am on my own, lonely, scared and I have no idea of what is happening.

The only thing I have to look forward too now is the order meeting as they are still held here so for two hours I have company. But there are two problems- 1. I get really confused because I have none of the information that they have so I am completely out of the loop and 2. They don't hold order meetings regularly and I will have too wait another 2 weeks for another meeting!

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Just a filler for now as its 1:52 am, and I am quite tired, on January the 1st of 2016- so happy new year and there should hopefully be another update tomorrow to make up for the 4 months I didn't update!!

I dedicate this chapter to everyone whom has stuck with me and whom is still reading this!x