all mine (a charlie weasley love story)

chapter 37

"i hate not being able to remember anything" i screamed into my pillow before bursting into tears. I couldn't handle it... I was on my own. charlie wasn't here and luke was with Molly till I recovered. I hated that I didn't remember charlie, it was like a piece of my heart broke off but I couldn't do anything about it.

it had been almost a month and I guess I was just going to have to rebuild my relationship,  if he wants that. what if he doesn't want me anymore because I can't remember him. seeing him cry was painful. not remembering anything was painful.

I looked at the engagement ring on the bedside table... but that also cause some pain. I just want to remember.. is that to much to ask for?

"taylor, you in?" i heard someone called. the voice was familiar. I walked out of my room and saw tonks?

"tonks?" i asked still unsure. she smiled in reassurance before wrapping me in a death grip type hug.

"thank God your okay. they told me you'd lost some of your memory" she said and I nodded.

"i have I can't remember where that red head came from... charlie isn't it??" i said.

"you-you can't remember him??? what how... is that why he wouldn't talk to me " she muttered, more to herself than anyone else.

"i can't.. I don't know" and yet again I burst into tears. all i want is to remember. tonks just stayed and comforted me, that was all that was needed!!