Invisible

CHAPTER 6

CHAPTER 6

***Harry's POV***

The concert was over, today i couldn't manage anymore. I actually didn't know what i thought about my life. I still nedded my opinions. One thing i did knew, i was very confused. I left the stage walking very slow, because i didn't want to go along with the boys back in the room where time stood still. My pants scratched and i just wanted to go back to my room, get my clothes of and sleep. In my sleep i wasn't confused and thinking too much. In my dreams everything could go wrong and i would just wake up realize that it was just a dream. Just a dream. I couldn't do that with life, it was the way it was and is the way it is.

I was walking, still slowly, but i was walking back to the dressing room. I wanted to sleep right there and right then, but i had to wait. Seriously, what was going on with me being so emotional. And why isn't life easy, nobody told me it would be hard.

When i finally came back to the room none of the guys seemed to notice me. I didn't want them to. The room seemed so quiet. I was going to break the silence.

"Hi guys" I saíd a little to quiet, so quiet i seemed as if i was nervous. Why was i nervous, i didn't know how to act around them, like something had changed. I don't know, has it? And if it has, when and why? That night i really was emotional it was really extreme.

The boys looked at me in a while like i was very weird, even though lately i had acted very weird. I waved in front of them as a sign for them to speak.

"Umm, Hi Hazz" Zay spoke a Little tired as my self. It was just Louis and Zayn in the room. I sat down Next to Louis. He smiled tiredly at me. "Are you okay?" I just nodded, but that was a lie, but i didn't knew what was wrong. What if i could find the problem myself? That couldn't be that hard.

"Do you guys think i'm a player?" i asked suddenly more calm.

"No, not really" Louis said a little unsure. "No" Zayn said more confident compared to Louis.

"Guys i don't know what it is with me but right now i am so confused. I am so emotional for some reason, but i don't know the reason. I'm trying to figure out what there is wrong but i don't know what it is." i say a little helpless.

"I don't know, maybe you shouldn't over think this and just relax. I'm sure there isn't a thing wrong" Zayn spoke still casual, he was very good at handling problems.

"I think you need a girlfriend" Louis said quite serious. I nodded maybe the were right, maybe there was no need to over think this. And maybe i nedded a girlfriend. I mean i was pretty lonely at the time, i could need some comepany, girl company.

"Where's Niall and Liam, i would like to ask them as well" i said.

"NIALL, LIAM COME IN HERE" Louis yelled and smiled. His smile made ​​me smile.

We waited a while just to see Niall coming in the room smirking obviously thinking on something. At least he was happy. Liam was behind him, he looked happy. The room we were in smelled like old coffe, but all dressingrooms does that. They looked at me confused.

After i told them that i was very confused and i didn't know why. I told them excacly the same thing i told Zayn and Louis. The nodded to show the understod me. Then i asked them 

A question.

"Do you think i'm a player?" i asked. Liam looked a little suprised because of my question, but he was going to reply it anyway.

"I don't think you are. I mean it's not like you have a new girl every week. I mean you haven't been seeing anyone in quite a while actually" he said quite serious. I nodded, Liam was very understading and honest.