So I was dead. I was looking down at myself like I was another person. How did I die? Wait, if I was dead, shouldn't I be in heaven? Why am I still on earth? I don't understand what's going on.
I walked over to the little bed on the opposite side of the room which held our beautiful baby girl. She looked so much like Kian. Her name was absolutely perfect. I loved it.
I personally thought it was amazing that Kian had thought of a name so fast. We never once discussed a name or anything. Sierra was sleeping peacefully in the bed, wrapped up in a fuzzy hot pink blanket.
I looked back over to Kian, who was still crying. God I felt so bad. I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his neck. "It's going to be ok, baby. I'm going to come back. I promise." He didn't move at all. Could he even hear me?
I laid down on top of my body hoping that it would put my spirt back in me. It didn't work. Kian stood up and kissed my cheek. He, sadly, was still crying. I hated seeing him cry. It broke my heart.
{Kian's POV}
I sat next to Rebecca's lifeless body, crying. My worst nightmare had come true. I now was now the only parent Sierra would ever have. I could never bring myself to marrying another woman. I don't want another woman either. I just want my beautiful wife back.
I cried for awhile and then decided I should spend some time with my daughter. I stood up and kissed Rebecca's forehead. A tear fell from my eyes and landed on her face. I sat back down, closed my eyes, and grabbed her hand.
I was rubbing her fingers and just thinking about all the wonderful memories we have had together. I was brought back to reality from what I thought was movement under my hand. Did she just move?
There is no way she moved, I mean she's dead. Just thinking that made me cry even more. The thought of her actually being dead killed me inside. I put my head back down and began to cry. I let the tears fall freely.
"It's going to be ok, babe." "No it's not! My wife is dead." "If your wife is dead, how am I talking to you right now?" My eyes widened and I jolted my head up to see my beautiful wife smiling at me. I didn't want to do anything but hug here.
{Rebecca's POV}
I don't remember much of what happened after I laid down on my body but not things were different. The blanket was back over my face. I removed the blanket and looked at Kian. He was holding my hand and crying. My poor baby
"It's going to be ok, babe." "No it's not! My wife is dead." "If your wife is dead, how am I talking to you right now?" Kian shot his head up and I couldn't do anything but smile. I want to hug him so bad.
I sat up to hug him but instead, Kian pulled me into a kiss. "I love you." He said in between kisses. "I love you, Kian. More than you can think." He gave me one last kiss and then went to grab Sierra.
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A YouTube love story (a Kian Lawley fanfic)
Fanfiction19 year old Rebecca was obsessed with YouTube. She hadn't made many videos of her own until she meets kian. Will the love last? WARNING: may contain graphic scenes and language. READ AT YOUR OWN WILL