"every second, every thought, i'm in so deep, but i'll never show it on my face...."
calum
i wake up and my day with mikey yesterday replays in my mind. even as i pack my bags, even as i leave the hotel, even as i watch luke cuddle up to him in the taxi, even as we check in at the airport, even as we board the plane, and especially when i fall asleep next to him in my seat, michael is on my mind.
but my face is blank the whole day. even when i check out of the hotel, even when i hail the taxi, even when ashton speaks to me during our ride to the airport, even when we wait for our flight to be called, and especially when michael talks to me as i drift to sleep on the plane, my face holds no emotion.
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i wake up and we're in australia again. we get off the plane and get our luggage before we call a cab to take each of us home.
we all pile into the taxi and tell the driver each of our addresses. he begins driving and i know i'll be the last one, so i pull my wallet out and stick my earbuds in my ears.
jason derulo's voice fills my ears as we ride on the highway.
luke and michael are having a quiet conversation in the backseat with ashton sitting silently on the other side of luke. i'm sat shotgun, ignoring everyone and everything around me.
when the car stops, i look up to see we're at ashton's house. he bids us all goodbye and hugs all of us (though we're all having pizza night with each other tomorrow night), before he runs up to his front porch.
the car starts moving again, and fall out boy begins to play.
the next stop is luke's house, so he waves goodbye to me and gives michael a long kiss before hopping out of the car. his long legs carry him up to his front door, and i watch as mummy liz engulfs her son in a big hug before the car pulls away from the driveway.
we arrive at michael's house next. i turn to say goodbye, but i'm met with a wet kiss.
"see you tomorrow, cal," he says before grabbing his bags and leaving me speechless.
i watch him intently as he walks up the front steps and uses his key to open the door. he walks in, sending a small wave before closing the door.
i look back down to my phone as patrick stump sings my thoughts away.
i just can't help that michael is on my mind every second of every day.
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a/n: meowso this is a bottom!cal and top!mikey (also bottom!luke) story js
just in case you weren't sure..
hope you liked this chapter (as well as the others) xx
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